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AppleGenius said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Good said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Xadem said: 

what are your criteria? 

 Traps/Fembois

 i would play dress up, np

 Ya know we’re considering moving to Europe for my Phd.

I didn't know you wanted to do a PhD. Do you want to do one in Physics?

 We are actually very open sexually and are bisexual. Dicks and pussies are fun and I just like witnessing ecstasy in conjuction with pain and pleasure.

A phd in mathematics but I also want to have some relevance in Physics at some point or at least know my shit at a high level and be able to theorize for fun in my spare time. Advice?  

AliceInWonderland said: 

 

Everything you have described I essentially am into as well. You do serve as a worthy candidate. You are a sadist?  

Sadomasochist, I like hurting others but so far no one's been open to it beyond maybe once or twice. As an Algolagniac I can't relate to pain properly so I get misleading projections over it sometimes. Seeing another in pain has my mirror neurons go off and it's... it's really damn good. 

I get sadist's guilt if they look like the pain isn't fun, and it's very distracting. If they were to squirm like it's something to enjoy, more like I do, then... well, I haven't had that happen yet. Sucks to get in trouble for smiling at anothers' pain too, even when I feel bad they look so good writhing and arching their back like that. 

I've been the masochist for all of my relationships, and being open to pain as a form of flirting is really nice as a bonding experience. Hair pulling in public or having my arm hit super hard from a punch at an old bruise for instance is ngh~. 

I really miss it, towards the latter half of my last relationship Crow pretty much stopped hurting me entirely. The need is really, really itchy, and hitting myself isn't the same from giving me too much mental room to brace for the impact with natural limiters that make it harder to hurt myself enough to unclench and enter subspace. 

Seriously, pain is such a drug. I have to remind myself that it's trying to warn me, rather than trying to show me a good time. 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

I am a complete masochist however

Good said: 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

Have you never seen them like it? 

It's... different. Even non-sadistic people pick it up quickly enough when it's translating as different associations and signals. 

People are inherently violent, it's more a question of why, what holds them back, as a person-to-person basis. Often enough they just need permission, or playful goading.  

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

Have you never seen them like it? 

It's... different. Even non-sadistic people pick it up quickly enough when it's translating as different associations and signals. 

People are inherently violent, it's more a question of why, what holds them back, as a person-to-person basis. Often enough they just need permission. 

 I can enjoy it, when I watch it, because of empathy and putting myself in their shoes. But I cant do it to another person myself

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

Have you never seen them like it? 

It's... different. Even non-sadistic people pick it up quickly enough when it's translating as different associations and signals. 

People are inherently violent, it's more a question of why, what holds them back, as a person-to-person basis. Often enough they just need permission. 

I can enjoy it, when I watch it, because of empathy and putting myself in their shoes. But I cant do it to another person myself

Are you more of a cerebral masochist than a physical one, in that you like where it takes your mind rather than how it feels? 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

Have you never seen them like it? 

It's... different. Even non-sadistic people pick it up quickly enough when it's translating as different associations and signals. 

People are inherently violent, it's more a question of why, what holds them back, as a person-to-person basis. Often enough they just need permission. 

I can enjoy it, when I watch it, because of empathy and putting myself in their shoes. But I cant do it to another person myself

Are you more of a cerebral masochist than a physical one, in that you like where it takes your mind rather than how it feels? 

i think i am more of a physical one

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

Have you never seen them like it? 

It's... different. Even non-sadistic people pick it up quickly enough when it's translating as different associations and signals. 

People are inherently violent, it's more a question of why, what holds them back, as a person-to-person basis. Often enough they just need permission. 

I can enjoy it, when I watch it, because of empathy and putting myself in their shoes. But I cant do it to another person myself

Are you more of a cerebral masochist than a physical one, in that you like where it takes your mind rather than how it feels? 

i think i am more of a physical one

Then I'm surprised that you wouldn't potentially project your room to enjoy it onto another. 

...aaand now my mind's back on BDSM themes, this has awakened a sleeping giant. 😫

I'd been sitting here like "Man, I really don't miss sex that much, this is weird when I was such a fiend before", aaaand now I have a window with relevant tabs of black and white BDSM gifs while I be like: 



It really just takes talking about it to get the gears going again. 😑

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

Turncoat said: 

Good said: 

I can't be a sadist sexually, I need to hate the person to be sadistic

Have you never seen them like it? 

It's... different. Even non-sadistic people pick it up quickly enough when it's translating as different associations and signals. 

People are inherently violent, it's more a question of why, what holds them back, as a person-to-person basis. Often enough they just need permission. 

I can enjoy it, when I watch it, because of empathy and putting myself in their shoes. But I cant do it to another person myself

Are you more of a cerebral masochist than a physical one, in that you like where it takes your mind rather than how it feels? 

i think i am more of a physical one

Then I'm surprised that you wouldn't potentially project your room to enjoy it onto another. 

I could do it to very specific people, i need the passion for that and i cant get it usually, its rare. idk why tho, its just like that