AliceInWonderland said:I really like sexual aesthetics and am a total pervert to some degree, I desire to try everything.I'm less so, I don't really dig feces, piss, or anything generally unsanitary within that range.lmao you have a fear of piss 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣.Yes, if that stuff touches me I will squick.
Something about the warmth is eugh, but then again I'm not even comfortable with textures like Paper Mache. There's also the smell... just no.
Pain is easy, like who cares there, but grossness is another area entirely. We aren't meant to do stuff with the things that come out of us that's a waste byproduct, that can even get you sick, but pain and pleasure can be connected for anybody.
You sound terrified. You gonna be okay??