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https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/25900/1/just-joking-there-is-no-fake-persona#post174658  ;p

the best way to explain about the seemingly manic psychosis that I went through thing is that one part of myself was rebelling against my Inner critic because my Inner critic had been majorly triggered by a past relationship and was almost killing me-  and soo this other protective part of me blew up my Inner critic as dramatically as possible and externalitized it outwards  (basically that I was everything bad in the world because I started believing this as a child as some children do unfortunately and it was never corrected until this year)  soo that I could consciously see what was going on and interact with it and realize how insane it was and essentially a joke because in reality I am a compassionate sweet caring empathetic person with good intentions

I confess that pretty much I do not want to associate any of my Irl with this forum soo I lied about this account being a fake persona because I was trying to distance myself from this forum  I feel kind of bad about lying but I am trying to do what is best for myself you know ?  I do not like intentionally lying though