I will never go back on saying that it was a joke because it was a joke
You've done this same song and dance when embarrassed over your former behavior multiple times, which will contribute to the splitting that much more.
, you have to accept that you cannot make it anything other than a joke because I am the author of it, retard
But it's not a joke, and you have to accept that it will be taken as real if you are going to dedicate years of your life to the bit.