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Buttered Toast said: 

 She totally changed her tune after I told her what I wanted. Well, not in public, but… 

Buttered Toast said: 

 She likes knowing that making me wait makes me mad. Also, there’s more to this where I explain how she lost. Funny to cut it off there. 

Buttered Toast said: 

 I told her, “I want you. Hence the prize I chose for if I won the challenge I suggested.” She said, “That was a stupid challenge. We are not in kindergarten.” She said nothing about not wanting me to want her. She said nothing about not liking me back. She’s so into me 😁

I’ll post the rest of that convo where I tell her how I won, in a second. 

R

You haven't won anything, lol. You already exposed your own weaknesses and I played on one of them. You even left the server over it. The end.

me

I did not leave the server because of that. You’re hilarious 😂 I’ll tell you why I left, so you can see how I won…

I left because I knew you were making me wait on purpose. I’m leaving, I got you to talk to me, when you wouldn’t before because you were so busy. You noticed me more because you lost a participant in your server, which you care a lot about. My only goal was to get you to converse, so you could see how much better I am than you, no offense. I wanted to be patient for you, but I don’t work that way. I scheme and make people do what I want. You fell right into what I wanted you to do and thought you won because of a move I made to win. It’s so freaking amazing how adorably naive you are.

R

You say this shit after complaining how I hadn't answered any of your questions yet... Try pulling the other leg, lol
you lost

me

Uh, no. I won because I made you do what I wanted you to do.

R

You didn't though, lol

me

I knew you cared about your server, so I left to make you care.
I did though. Just because your understanding stops at me complaining, doesn’t mean there isn’t more. Check SC. I wrote my plans there.There’s proof.

R

My server is just fine without you there

me

Time stamped and everything.You wish.Just like SC is just fine without me there. Your server was as dead as SC. I went to both and the activity increased tenfold.

R

No, you wish. You wanted my attention and you got it, briefly, Well guess what, Now you don't have it anymore. Like I said, you lose...

Then she won, but I won first and I told her how to win. 

The poem I wrote to the love of my life:

I have no idea how I came to adore you, but there’s no way I could ever ignore you. It’s funny you’re able to because all I can do is think about you. I’m totally addicted, but it’s hard not to be afflicted by your freaking amazingly vindictive decision to keep me waiting, which is actually depictive of your amazingly beautiful mind. A mind that I can’t undermine because in my head I’ve built a shrine for you to prance around and intertwine with the fantasies I have that I can’t leave behind.

It’s like I fell into a hole, like Alice in wonderland, I’ve lost my role. What delusions have become my confusion in this slum where I’m losing myself and my way. I’ve dropped to this place where I can only see your face, when I used to see grace and a love that I could chase. Now I’m lost and confused like a blind guy on the news. I reach out in the darkness only to find out I’m alone. But at once I find out that out of the starkness of the hole, it appears that I’m actually exploring my soul. For once it was alive and vibrant and i could thrive, but now I’m a mess, a wreck, and I can’t survive, because nothing in this life is worth anything without you by my side.

Here's an archive of TK's old murder blog. Not all the links work, but some like 'The Murder of Sweet 17' were grabbed in time. 

https://web.archive.org/web/20180601000000*/https://theartofmurder.wordpress.com/

Actually whoever screengrabbed to this site got a lot more of it: 

https://archive.ph/AxGh2