that's right I remember cs was really fond of reaper
tbh cs as a lesbian would be a lot more tolerable (especially if she learned self-respect as a woman and stopped talking trash to and about other ladies), and especially if she stopped talking about the pedophile stuff and did not have custody of her young daughter that we all have to be constantly concerned for
This is challengeseeker why doesn’t anybody see it
I had a feeling, I picked up on the pedophile vibes but I thought that it was psychopathdave because he seemed the type to relate to thrillkill
He felt threatened by her though:
I will not confirm or deny who I am because it’s not important. I’m on a Reaper trip right now, so please put away the hate for just a second while I put the spotlight on that near perfect chick.
She’s totally freaking frustrating me with this waiting thing she has me doing. I mean I know I’m not the most important person in the world and my questions aren’t going to get her anything other than more attention and probably a fan girl for life, but like… she keeps saying she’s not answering the questions for me, like it matters why she answers them. It just matters that she does and she said she will.
Anyway, I found a slight flaw in her in my conversations with her now. Her apex predator view of herself isn’t flexible based on new information, like if she gets dominated, she will still believe herself to be the apex predator, which is illogical and something I’d expect from a guy and also accept from a guy, so maybe I should switch my view of her and consider her to be a guy instead.
The problem with that is I don’t believe she has guy parts, so if I call her a guy, I’ll get my hopes up and be disappointed when there is nothing there, not that I’m assuming that there will ever be anything between us, just a hope at this point…
She also seems to want to make sure everyone knows she is not controllable or something like that, for some reason. She could have answered any of my questions by now, but instead she talked a bit and then went to live her life and play video games. Made me hate video games. It’s also killing me ego a bit though because I don’t even have an opportunity to work my magic to get her to do what I want.
She may just be a bit smarter than I thought, which is extremely attractive, but also very frustrating. No access means no freaking chance for me to even present myself as an option for her, assuming she’s not already taken, which I don’t know because she won’t answer my questions yet.
Honestly, I’m starting to like her more because she is putting me through the hardest thing in the world, which is waiting. I hate waiting, I hate freaking waiting, but I need the information I requested for several reasons, one being that I need to figure out if she is as great as I remember, another to figure out how to get her to like me and the most important reason is so I can figure out how to fix my brain.
For some reason, I’m way more into her than I have ever been with any retarded guy I decided to like. She’s getting to me. I almost gave up on her earlier because I am so impatient.
She says she understands that patience is hard, yet she makes me wait for so long before she’s going to answer my questions. I seriously feel like I’m being intentionally tortured by her. She said I can wait and get my questions answered or don’t. I wanted to be like, no one is worth this wait, but she just might be. We shall see.
Edgy retarded mutant shit, the disappointment and disgust inside is great, if she is a pedo, then i pray to whatever force in existence to just put her through mind shattering horror.
As for any young people in there with edgy fantasies, hopefully they grow out of it and don't become mutant retarded ass cancer pricks that need to be fed till morbidly obese and launched into a brick wall
Edgy retarded mutant shit, the disappointment and disgust inside is great, if she is a pedo, then i pray to whatever force in existence to just put her through mind shattering horror.
She does seem to have an easier time relating to children, considering she had a very early point she hit her peak that she's stuck in over how her childhood and schooling went.
I'd think she'd not be a pedo so much as might be into easy attention. If she still does codeine on the regular she may not even be all there half the time.