I was going through my old email and came across my stuff on that psychforum site. I went to check out my posts and got super turned on by the memories of that chick/person, says she’s gender fluid. I read her posts and she thinks like me and it just makes me want to have sex with her for some reason. Just wanted to share my thoughts about how amazing she is and how much I regret not keeping up on that forum. I just posted 15 times total in 2018 and 2019 and then ditched.
I have also been thinking about my past relationships and which ones I actually cared about and there are two. One, I kind of miss and feel like I may have loved that person at some point, even though it wasn’t ideal, although it totally was in the beginning. Something about the way I felt when we first met and the closeness that I felt or connection or whatever. I felt safe and loved and like I was better than the person ever imagined. I ruined it with my drinking though, which is annoying, but I’ve been regretting things lately, so I think I’m maturing or something.
Anyway, it’s funny how lame this place became when I left. I’m not back, I just wanted to give a shout out to the chick I’ve had a crush on for years. Also, all of the fun people are gone and there are literally only losers left. If you’re reading this, you’re one of them, unless you’re Reaper, in which case you have the sexist mind I’ve ever come across and I’ll be stalking you online until I find you again.
