HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE IF MY FAITH IS ABOUT TO COLLAPSE ? I STILL WANT TO BE A GOOD PERSON I STILL WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER, I STILL WANT TO BECOME MORE COMPASSIONATE AND TO LEAVE THE MICHAEL AND SATAN THING IN THE PAST BUT LOOK, LOOK
WHT AM I GOING TO DO, WHAT IF I CANNOT GENUINELY CONVINCE MYSELF THAT HE ONLY MEANT IT SYMBOLICALLY ? I AM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN OH MY GOSH
This was at the Passover feast at the Last Supper when he initiated the New Covenant Lord's Supper bread and wine Rituals
Matthew 26:29
29 But I say unto you, I will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom.
Mark 14:25
25 Verily I say unto you, I will drink no more of the fruit of the vine, until that day that I drink it new in the kingdom of God.
Luke 22:18
18 For I say unto you, I will not drink of the fruit of the vine, until the kingdom of God shall come.
and then
John 19:28-30
28 After this, Jesus knowing that all things were now accomplished, that the scripture might be fulfilled, saith, I thirst.
29 Now there was set a vessel full of vinegar: and they filled a spunge with vinegar, and put it upon hyssop, and put it to his mouth.
30 When Jesus therefore had received the vinegar, he said, It is finished: and he bowed his head, and gave up the ghost.
so he did this last part to fulfill prophecy from scripture, but it seems like he lied and Idk how to trust him