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I wanna live, I wanna love


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mood  sighh

 

 

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I want to love people  I want this heart to become soft and to love being in relationships with and making other people feel cared about and safe

 

 

last edit on 6/8/2022 1:52:58 AM
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:/  I feel like I absorbed some of his personality into me because of my obsession with him tbh  but I did not know how to stop he was so addictive to me  💔

 

and now Idk how to separate him from me  It feels like he is part of me  maybe he did some s** magick intertwining of us or something

 

 

last edit on 6/8/2022 2:13:53 AM
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Which parts of him are yours now? 

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Which parts of him are yours now? 

 

I feel like he is starting to act more like Samuel Hyde because that was my former obsession  (this is how he is changing because of me,  the rest of this are the ways that he has changed me)  and his lack of care of what other people think of him  and I have been having urges to do things that I always used to feel like would make me a "bad" person that I did not want to do in the past because I was scared that people would find out if I did them  (probably programmed into me from my Christian upbringing and the shame and guilt from not really understanding forgiveness and grace when I was younger)  but now I just do not care anymore and have been doing pretty much anything that I want and just apologizing after  he is much more unapologetic than I am though

 

 

last edit on 6/8/2022 2:27:16 AM
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Which parts of him are yours now? 

I feel like he is starting to act more like Samuel Hyde because that was my former obsession

Really? To me it seems like the two pull in opposite directions when it comes to key areas of their portfolio, such as trolling and comedy. 

and his lack of care of what other people think of him  and I have been having urges to do things that I always used to feel like would make me a "bad" person that I did not want to do in the past because I was scared that people would find out if I did them  but now I just do not care anymore and have been doing pretty much anything that I want and just apologizing after  he is much more unapologetic than I am though

So you think you're modeling off of Majlak's Stoicism? 

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Which parts of him are yours now? 

 

I feel like he is starting to act more like Samuel Hyde because that was my former obsession  (this is how he is changing because of me,  the rest of this are the ways that he has changed me)  and his lack of care of what other people think of him  and I have been having urges to do things that I always used to feel like would make me a "bad" person that I did not want to do in the past because I was scared that people would find out if I did them  (probably programmed into me from my Christian upbringing and the shame and guilt from not really understanding forgiveness and grace when I was younger)  but now I just do not care anymore and have been doing pretty much anything that I want and just apologizing after  he is much more unapologetic than I am though

 

 

 

bump

 

 

last edit on 6/8/2022 2:27:56 AM
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Which parts of him are yours now? 

I feel like he is starting to act more like Samuel Hyde because that was my former obsession

Really? To me it seems like the two pull in opposite directions when it comes to key areas of their portfolio, such as trolling and comedy. 

and his lack of care of what other people think of him  and I have been having urges to do things that I always used to feel like would make me a "bad" person that I did not want to do in the past because I was scared that people would find out if I did them  but now I just do not care anymore and have been doing pretty much anything that I want and just apologizing after  he is much more unapologetic than I am though

So you think you're modeling off of Majlak's Stoicism? 

 

lol his last night shift episode was him doing a prank of dropping a baby on the floor and the way he was dressed,  all of it reminded me of Sam Hyde  I am telling you that he is acting different from his norm and more like a troll lately because he knows that is what I am into

 

 

last edit on 6/8/2022 2:22:50 AM
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Sam Hyde's means of comedy is way more crude though, while Majlak has shown a distaste when it doesn't seem like 'just a prank'. Sam Hyde also goes for a much more modern counter-culture angle while Majlak questions culture as a part of it within the corporate pipeline ala Podcasting. 

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