"GUUUUUUYYYYYYSSSSS PLS JUST FORGET ABOUT ALL MY LIES AND STOP CALLING ME OUT ON THEM SO WE CAN ALL MOOOVE ONNNN"
Blanc's just a character anyway.
"GUUUUUUYYYYYYSSSSS PLS JUST FORGET ABOUT ALL MY LIES AND STOP CALLING ME OUT ON THEM SO WE CAN ALL MOOOVE ONNNN"
Blanc's just a character anyway.
For fucking years.
I'm still looking for her multiple personalities thread where she named all her alts and gave them personalities
So I was watching this video
When someone with a debilitating trauma disorder talks about “the worst form of dissociation” they’ve experienced and to me on the scale of dissociation things I’ve experienced, that was at level one out of ten, one being the least severe.
Hi. I just want to understand what you're saying. If you're referring to the video you shared, do you mean the "grey amnesia" they're talking about is level 1 dissociation to you? And if so, what is a level 5 and 10 for you? It seems like the next step (level 2) would be black out amnesia and I can't imagine it going further than that.
I experience what I consider a low level of dissociation almost constantly, all day, every day, which I think of as being one step behind myself or one step away from being completely lucid or "in the present moment." It only gets worse if I end up outside my window of tolerance or if something specifically triggers my trauma, and I only come out of it for moments at a time sometimes randomly, because something out of the ordinary surprises me, or because I take time to meditate (which doesn't work every time).
However, when I was younger I was frequently experiencing more extreme dissociation and derealization, so I categorized dissociation in steps away from being fully connected to my body and reality with fully detaching from/leaving your body and amnesia being at the worst end of it.
Sorry to hear you deal with that in such a chronic way.
I would consider the highest level of dissociation a fugue state
i thought this thread was interesting and it is in the same theme as the one I posted today so I'm bumping it.
If blanc comes back to respond:
Hi, I had never heard of fugue state before you mentioned it here. I thought it was very interesting so started to learn about it.
I assume that many people on this site don't like Dr. Ramani. I think she's wrong about some things but I think she's right about most things she talks about.
She describes here that people in a fugue state often literally wonder off for periods of time and are found sometimes "hundreds of miles" away with no recollection of doing this when found. Have you experienced this before?
