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🌺plumeria🌺 said: 

Chaotik said: 

tpp said: 

During my time in the ward though, I was pretty manic (Idk if that is actually applicable but, its the word that best describes it) My roommate was terrified of me and thought I was going to kill him in his sleep because I was laughing so much and felt great, he was a guy with anger issues and autism. On my second day I believe, a 7 ft schizophrenic guy named Bruce entered and was threating to kill a nurse and I fucking died laughing, the shit he'd say would make me just laugh and I couldn't control myself, my roommate pleaded me to stop, and I couldn't. My laughing made my roommate laugh, and my roommate was scared of Bruce. Bruce came over to me, and threatened to kill me which made me laugh even more, and then him and I started laughing together. He was a cool guy, all the schizophrenics were pretty fucking amazing, and when I saw how the staff treated them, it made me want to kill them.

Lol that's pretty funny.

 Okay okay, it came off as retarded, but like there'd be times where he'd say shit that idk how anyone could laugh, he randomly walked over to the chairs, sat down, and said "I'm retarded" out loud. 

There was another schizo who was screaming at his mom on the phone telling her that joe biden is after him, and that he talked to him through the tv. 

Some guy had a copy of Captain Underpants and we wanted to convince Bruce that he was Captain Underpants, technically fucked shit, but I wasn't in my right mind. I was question reality and just made light of it all.

 ah takes me back to my own days in the institution.

also addy, is that you?

 Sorry to disappoint, but I am not. Another name applied to the entity that is me. If I was retarded I'd probably make some crazy claim that I am now just SC Incarnate, though I know that such a title would be wayyyy toooooo egotistical, and I am not as well versed in this community, and anything that would be a title to claim would be way tooo ambitious and beyond anything to call myself with in this forum. 

Chaotik said:

Okay okay, it came off as retarded, but like there'd be times where he'd say shit that idk how anyone couldnt laugh, he randomly walked over to the chairs, sat down, and said "I'm retarded" out loud.

There was another schizo who was screaming at his mom on the phone telling her that joe biden is after him, and that he talked to him through the tv.

Some guy had a copy of Captain Underpants and we wanted to convince Bruce that he was Captain Underpants, technically fucked shit, but I wasn't in my right mind. I was question reality and just made light of it all.

I like you. You're useless and bound to disappoint me. But I like you. Something about that lack of ego of yours that I find fascinating, albeit a little fake. I could teach you how to conquer the world.... if you wanted me to. It's real easy. For me. I think your problem is lack of purpose, lack of dedication, and lack of long-term planning. It's all fixable...... But I wonder if I'd be motivated enough? Probably not. What's in it for me? Nothing.

Nevermind. You're on your own.

tpp said: 

Chaotik said:

Okay okay, it came off as retarded, but like there'd be times where he'd say shit that idk how anyone couldnt laugh, he randomly walked over to the chairs, sat down, and said "I'm retarded" out loud.

There was another schizo who was screaming at his mom on the phone telling her that joe biden is after him, and that he talked to him through the tv.

Some guy had a copy of Captain Underpants and we wanted to convince Bruce that he was Captain Underpants, technically fucked shit, but I wasn't in my right mind. I was question reality and just made light of it all.

I like you. You're useless and bound to disappoint me. But I like you. Something about that lack of ego of yours that I find fascinating, albeit a little fake. I could teach you how to conquer the world.... if you wanted me to. It's real easy. For me. I think your problem is lack of purpose, lack of dedication, and lack of long-term planning. It's all fixable...... But I wonder if I'd be motivated enough? Probably not. What's in it for me? Nothing.

Nevermind. You're on your own.

 Lack of purpose, lack of dedication, long term planning. Definitely. I have dreams inside my head, I just need to stay motivated and plan it out. My new years resolution perhaps B). If not, then I guess I'll die at some point. 

My friend wants for me to arrive though, so I can't let her down. There are people who would be lost without me. So, I can't die. They need me, and they are my real family. Not the one I was born to and holds me down. 

I won't live in fear anymore, if my family throws me out, so be it.  I'll have to adapt to the harsh conditions and I'm sure I can find someone who would take me in. 

Right now, finish the semester. Then I can look over whether or not I want to attend the next or wait, save, and get out. As I look for a job.