Something about using people and it not being recent. I seem to recall I got a call form a guy named Allister, I believe that is you, the day I was supposed to fly to DC to live with Chapo. He asked me what I wanted out of a relationship with Chapo and said he could give that to me without a relationship.
He just wanted me to get him from a rehab place and live with him. He was sober, so his intent was to use me to his advantage in that he will have a place to stay and I will have what he convinced me was as good as what I was going to get with Chapo. I ended up homeless from it because he knew I would give him anything he wanted and waste everything I had on him because he knew how I felt about him.
Yes, it was my decision, but he knew I would choose that over not living with him and he used my feelings to get me to do it, so I’d say using people for money, I always got him alcohol and food and he tried to get me to get him a computer, which he also knew I would do, was a pretty recent and sober thing.
Playing with a girl’s heart just to live the way you want to. That’s pretty messed up. I have to say, I’m not on anyone’s side but my own and my buddy, but this is the truth and it had to be told. My love for people breeds loyalty only if it is cherished and not exploited. Sorry bro, you’re a user. You may have recently changed and I may also be a user, but you can’t hide from the truth.
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What…I said I could help babysit and provide some guidance and that I wasn’t interested in a relationship. How is it playing with someone’s heart if I straight up tell them I don’t want to be with them, lol.
Because you knew it didn’t matter to me. You knew how I felt about you and that’s why you called me the day I was supposed to move. You knew I would say yes and you needed me to have a place to stay. You used me for your own personal gain, knowing I couldn’t say no because of how I felt about you. It’s like if you straight asked me for money.
You know I would say yes so asking is just a formality. I guess you didn’t know that it works hurt me to be in that situation, but you knew I wouldn’t hesitate to be in it, otherwise you wouldn’t have called. But it was literal torture at times and I’m not strong enough for that, so you know for future reference. If you weren’t using me, why not go with blanc? Why not ask her? Because she’s evil and would force her agenda down your throat.
And you always come back no matter what I do to you, because you know I’d do anything for you so you keep getting whatever you need from me. Maybe it was my idea to have sex recently, so I blame me for that, but hmm maybe this is a two way street and I’m a bit of a user too.
Well, I need you for sex, so don’t take anything personally. I was commissioned to be against you. But all that I said was true. Guys have control over girls because girls like guys more than guys like girls, or some of us do.
Playing with my heart is like dangling a carrot in front of a bunny on a wheel thing. You know they will go for it but won’t get it, so it’s a bit evil. I went for love, didn’t get it and even though I knew I wouldn’t because you said so, I had that naive hope like a bunny trying to get the carrot.
If I run fast enough, give you all that you desire, maybe I’ll get the carrot because why else is it in front of me, or why else is it always trying to get stuff from me or live with me or have sex with me. The answer is you use me. That’s the only explanation.
Even if I know what’s happening, it’s still considered being used. My therapist said that one. I hope you get it and never change. I like being used by you in the sexual sense.
If I remain poor, that will be the only way you can use me and I will be happy about it. It’s just asking for housing without having a place for me to pay for, leads me to paying for expensive Airbnb’s and I can’t do that. I like the hotel for sex idea though. It’s like a heavenly vacation. Thanks for the sex. It’s worth the price.
Dude…you said you wanted to move from your parents to another State, that you wanted someone to accompany you, that you would do it alone if you needed to. Knowing this, I offered that because you had doubts about moving in with Chapo and it also worked for me. I said I would study and that would be a source of income in time, even though you were not interested in money.
I fail to see how I was “using” you, given we were both clear on what we benefited from in the transaction. I’m tired of you suggesting I’m the reason you went broke— maybe next time be honest about your credit, don’t stop working abruptly, etc. Don’t blame me for decisions you convinced me made sense to you, like getting a hotel for a month, or getting an Airbnb on a wild goose chase for a place to rent when the whole time you’re bankrupt.
And you sure as hell didn’t give me all I desire, getting you to buy lunch meat was a nightmare.
FFS even if I was thirsting for that I'm not that brave, plus not to mention the whole 'committed relationship' thing with me and Crow and my own hang ups about things like 'cheating'.lmao TC. Aren't you guise "polyamorous"?
No?
What does cheating even mean to you?
Going behind someone's back.
Are you even still a couple??
Last I checked, why?
he's already been visited by the fbi twice is it now for activities related to this forum? once was cos this girl who may or may not have been underage ran away to be with him without her parents knowing
the next time was when he had sex with a disgusting beast in the same bed as an infant who was awake. this was quite recent and for some strange reason he decided to start threatening random women
his behavior is highly suspicious considering the context, as trip has been known to target old people (his grandparents), women and now toddlers. he may have no teeth but he is still dangerous
why bother
you'd have to know trip to know why
At this point you're just using ramp up as further confirmation so I'm just going to stop here.
Lmao im not doing anything, i just want the names of the people that seem to agree with you about sug, it should be pretty easy to give them out?? I won't even blast them on the forum I'll just ask in dms
I've apparently been visited twice by the FBI, outed myself as a pedo, and serially use women for money? Sugar's been known to reminisce on ancient shit and remember warped versions of things.
You have used women for money, you tried to have fae give you money and it didn't go or if she did, she told me she was going to give you grocery store giftcards, you tried to get Ana to pay a utility bill and you were bugging me about how broke you and your brother were and how you could really use the money.
Idk about the fbi but something about faes parents?
You have admitted in chat to seeking out cp and then saying it was once and how dare we judge you while we get along with Jim. These are true things.
This is so stupid. Yes, early on in an addiction I would try to obtain funds from people in order to buy some alcohol. These are all pretty small sums except in the case of Fae, and her and I have communication and an understanding in regards to that. Don't you think it's a little sad for people to keep whining about that shit like 5/6 years later, and a little disingenuous to claim I "use women for money" based on a few events that happened half a decade ago?
Also I don't know the context of me in a chat saying I sought out CP or whatever, as if everything I say in chat is always dead serious and I never troll or say dumb shit for shock value.
So to recap: No, I don't use women for money (I did a long time ago), no, I never said I was a pedo, and no, never spoke to the FBI. All distortions.
but yea when tf did i say u were visited by the FBI. i believe u said that u fuckin tard lol, and then u made weird indirect threats to either me or lena
https://sociopathcommunity.com/Forum/Topic/21755/1/protonmail-serves-french-government-logs
you said it first lmao. u said they visited you cos of fae, then you said they visited you cos of lena. you even claimed to have given her name to them over cs and jade debacle and then u threatened me. you absolute drunken mess, i only repeated what u said
Lena and Sugar are despicable deranged cunts. They hate themselves and have not a single thing going for themselves. They hate themselves and suffer severe depression and dysphoria. Sugar will kill herself I'm sure of it. I know a depressed cunt clinging onto scraps when I see one. Lastly they're full of shit and for some reason have a hobby of making up boring ass narratives they even go so far as to believe it themself in some kind of psychosis. All in all they are nothing but useless usernames(not unlike everyone on this forum) and when internet police do exist they both will be put in internet jail for their crimes against humanity and on that day all will be well.
Deleted User — 10/02/2021
No reason
Sugsug — 10/02/2021
yea it is kinda dry
Deleted User — 10/02/2021
Ur a stupid bitch ykt
I'll fuckong end u
Sugsug — 10/02/2021
what>
Deleted User — 10/02/2021
I'm remember when you betrayed me
Sorry
did u remember again
Dude…you said you wanted to move from your parents to another State, that you wanted someone to accompany you, that you would do it alone if you needed to. Knowing this, I offered that because you had doubts about moving in with Chapo and it also worked for me. I said I would study and that would be a source of income in time, even though you were not interested in money.
I fail to see how I was “using” you, given we were both clear on what we benefited from in the transaction. I’m tired of you suggesting I’m the reason you went broke— maybe next time be honest about your credit, don’t stop working abruptly, etc. Don’t blame me for decisions you convinced me made sense to you, like getting a hotel for a month, or getting an Airbnb on a wild goose chase for a place to rent when the whole time you’re bankrupt.
And you sure as hell didn’t give me all I desire, getting you to buy lunch meat was a nightmare.
lol, and the list grows longer. so far i have delora, lena, ana, fae, cs, blanc and i know there is someone im forgetting that u either begged for money or were a parasite with. cs was only recent too, all these women cant be lying about what a user you are?
Lena and Sugar are despicable deranged cunts. They hate themselves and have not a single thing going for themselves. They hate themselves and suffer severe depression and dysphoria. Sugar will kill herself I'm sure of it. I know a depressed cunt clinging onto scraps when I see one. Lastly they're full of shit and for some reason have a hobby of making up boring ass narratives they even go so far as to believe it themself in some kind of psychosis. All in all they are nothing but useless usernames(not unlike everyone on this forum) and when internet police do exist they both will be put in internet jail for their crimes against humanity and on that day all will be well.
The pedos coming out in support of each other is just disgusting.
Even now you're still trying the same things you used to do, i thought you grew out of it but you were just waiting for someone to echo, it was Jim before and now it's legga.
