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and second of all, what if this was your last real chance to see the transforming power of Jesus working in someone's life

Then I definitely don't want what he's selling, it seems toxic. 

I'll settle for the values of Orias in the meantime: 

 stolas is more interesting

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A pacifist who teaches poisons eh? 

I'd be wary over what sorts of plots and schemes one who is averse to fighting might come up with. 

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0 votes RE: for anyone who is angry at me for evangelizing

and second of all, what if this was your last real chance to see the transforming power of Jesus working in someone's life

Then I definitely don't want what he's selling, it seems toxic. 

I'll settle for the values of Orias in the meantime: 

 stolas is more interesting

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A pacifist who teaches poisons eh? 

I'd be wary over what sorts of plots and schemes one who is averse to fighting might come up with. 

 pretty

 stolas is the prince who knows about the stars and ones about herbs crystals so on and so forth. they can be an owl or a raven but also has a humanoid form and are more powerful than orias as that is a marquess

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0 votes RE: for anyone who is angry at me for evangelizing

and second of all, what if this was your last real chance to see the transforming power of Jesus working in someone's life

Then I definitely don't want what he's selling, it seems toxic. 

I'll settle for the values of Orias in the meantime: 

 stolas is more interesting

A pacifist who teaches poisons eh? 

I'd be wary over what sorts of plots and schemes one who is averse to fighting might come up with. 

 pretty

stolas is the prince who knows about the stars and ones about herbs crystals so on and so forth. they can be an owl or a raven but also has a humanoid form and are more powerful than orias as that is a marquess

I don't really care so much about which is more powerful so much as what sorts of power they govern over and teach to those who revere or claim to be binding his power to them. His portfolio looks over both Divination and Astrology, allowing for a knowledgeable sense of prediction over someone's behaviors based on their star charts while also looking over those who practice his arts. 

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first of all, it has been revealed to me evidence that both Jesus is God and that I am the goddess and His significant other, his female half but not to be worshipped because she is a created being and not the Creator, that I simply cannot go on ignoring anymore even though I've tried to more than just a few times (because the evidence scared me)

Do you think your recovery group is ready to hear something that'd stand to shake their faith to this degree? 

and second of all, what if this was your last real chance to see the transforming power of Jesus working in someone's life

Then I definitely don't want what he's selling, it seems toxic. 

I'll settle for the values of Orias in the meantime: 

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but ultimately I just don't want Satan to steal your salvation from you through his lies and deceptions and I'm trying to help you understand the truth especially as I am coming to learn more and more of it, because there is a lot to learn and the holy scriptures are contained in a pretty decent sized book

I still don't really get how Heaven's even worth it. 

I'm not trying to make you angry, I'm trying to share the truth with you so that Satan doesn't drag you to eternal hell with him forever

and I'm pretty sure eternal hell is a pretty isolatingexperience, so "with" might not even be the right word to use because I don't think that there will be much fellowshipping and partying in eternal hell, unlike some pop culture depictions of it might lead you to believe............

It's no party in Heaven either, partying's pretty YOLO. 

you don't want to end up there and you will regret it once you are actually in there, burning eternally forever and ever

I'd rather not sell out to the guy who's responsible for building a place for me to burn in. 

God makes the rules so it doesn't matter if we don't like them or agree with them, we still are required to submit to them and obey them if we want to not be condemned to eternal hell forever

I can still hold Him accountable, even if it amounts to nothing big picture. 

to be honest I think that this is a brave stance to have, and kind of almost hmm not honorable but respectable

 

I myself have a problem with the way God has everything set up, and the condemning any conscious sentient creature to an eternal hell thing, but I am willing to give up my "problematic thoughts and feelings" about it out of fear of not wanting to be condemned to eternal hell

 

if I wasn't so miserable this human being incarnation lifetime without Jesus, and I was actually able to have found happiness and fallen in love with a normal man and all of the stuff of my dreams, or even some of it even just enough to leave me content and enjoying my life, I don't know if I would have wanted to be with my husband in eternal life, but this lifetime was miserable for me, like excruciatingly devastatingly horribly depressingly so

 

and as a female, the amount of shame and guilt and embarrassment that Satan was going to try to put me through if he could have seduced me into the satanic sacrificing me to himself death ritual, I just couldn't (but you probably don't believe me that it actually would have happened if I didn't ask Jesus for forgiveness and to save me from it)

 

soooooooooooo yeah I realized that Satan absolutely hates me, and I do not know if it is because I freewill chose to be incarnated this lifetime during my last lifetime so that Jesus could either assuredly or possibly save me (if I did), or if it was against my preference to be incarnated (as in if God forced me to be incarnated towards the end of my last lifetime) if it is because I loved Jesus when I was little since I was born into a christian family and I didn't see a reason not to I guess

 

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you don't want to end up there and you will regret it once you are actually in there, burning eternally forever and ever

I'd rather not sell out to the guy who's responsible for building a place for me to burn in. 

God makes the rules so it doesn't matter if we don't like them or agree with them, we still are required to submit to them and obey them if we want to not be condemned to eternal hell forever

I can still hold Him accountable, even if it amounts to nothing big picture. 

to be honest I think that this is a brave stance to have, and kind of almost hmm not honorable but respectable

I believe the word is 'Pride'. 

I myself have a problem with the way God has everything set up, and the condemning any conscious sentient creature to an eternal hell thing, but I am willing to give up my "problematic thoughts and feelings" about it out of fear of not wanting to be condemned to eternal hell

You see, I see that like surrendering to terrorism. 

It's like the spiritual equivalent of holding me up at gunpoint and demanding that I do as He say. Even if I in the end end up complying with the demands of the guy with the gun I'm not really respecting him for it, and considering how God sees into the hearts and intentions of each person primarily He'd see how I'm not cool with it, completely ridding of the purpose of bothering with it at all. 

and as a female, the amount of shame and guilt and embarrassment that Satan was going to try to put me through if he could have seduced me into the satanic sacrificing me to himself death ritual, I just couldn't (but you probably don't believe me that it actually would have happened if I didn't ask Jesus for forgiveness and to save me from it)

You actually aren't the first person to talk to me about the things 'Satan made them do', and regardless of accuracy for the moment this is still what you believe which is what we're otherwise stuck working with. 

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I still don't really get how Heaven's even worth it.

Why not? How do you imagine heaven?

 

It's no party in Heaven either, partying's pretty YOLO. 

I can still party if I knew I was immortal though... Jesus was all about having some fine wine.

I'd rather not sell out to the guy who's responsible for building a place for me to burn in. 

Matthew 25:41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels.

God created Hell first and foremost for the devil and his angels.

I can still hold Him accountable, even if it amounts to nothing big picture. 

There's one theory that is ~ questionable but I would still consider someone a Christian if they followed it. And technically it might have a non-Canon gospel backing it. Before you discredit it, this video is by an atheist (I do watch atheist content for other views).

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I myself have a problem with the way God has everything set up, and the condemning any conscious sentient creature to an eternal hell thing, but I am willing to give up my "problematic thoughts and feelings" about it out of fear of not wanting to be condemned to eternal hell
I do not have a problem with it. For everyone who finds me "judgmental" I apply the same standards to myself first of all. I could not be convinced that people are evil deserving eternal fire if I did not witness the depths of evil on my own heart. 
 
Me and a friend had a convo about intrusive thoughts. Thoughts like "It be so easy to kill that person right now", "All I have to do is X and they'd be dead"... I use to have uncontrollable intrusive thoughts that would scare me. I would be kept up at night all anxious about having these thoughts. Until I accepted my "dark side". I accepted that people are all evil needing a savior.  I accepted "humans are sinners".
 
I needed to be saved... from my own evil too. Everyone needs to be saved from their evil desires. It's not that "I need a consequence" as some would say. It's that I can't fight them on my own. I need divine power to fight off the evil in my heart. I need to "renew" my mind with prayers and all. 
 
You know? The first wish I ever made on a star as a little girl was to be good. I said "Star light, star bright, the first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight. Oh star, I wish to be a good person". But the wish was not full-filled. 
 
Matthew 1:21 "She will bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.”
 
The worst part? I didn't earn anything I had. I was evil to the core and yet I lived in (upper middle class) luxury. No, I deserved to be in hell for the monster I am. I listened to songs about the evil in my heart. I couldn't bare to look in the mirror. 
 
Here's the VIBE of the types of songs I'd listen to:
 
 
Before God could have condemned me I would have condemned myself three times as much. Had I never heard the gospel I would be even worse off as I would never have learned self forgiveness. God showed me a way to both repent and somewhat forgive myself through the cross. 
 
So God doesn't need to condemn me to eternal hell. I would condemn myself... Not because I would enjoy it (I wouldn't), but because I'm a monster inside. I have to fight myself and my evil/selfish thoughts. I may not win every battle... I still keep trying.
 
 
 


if I wasn't so miserable this human being incarnation lifetime without Jesus, and I was actually able to have found happiness and fallen in love with a normal man and all of the stuff of my dreams, or even some of it even just enough to leave me content and enjoying my life, I don't know if I would have wanted to be with my husband in eternal life, but this lifetime was miserable for me, like excruciatingly devastatingly horribly depressingly so
 
You act like your life is over Turq? I want love too. It's fine to want to marry someone and settle down. That's the best way a person can represent the gospel indirectly. A loving relationship between a husband and wife is what the bible says represents the relationship between God and the church.
 


and as a female, the amount of shame and guilt and embarrassment that Satan was going to try to put me through if he could have seduced me into the satanic sacrificing me to himself death ritual, I just couldn't (but you probably don't believe me that it actually would have happened if I didn't ask Jesus for forgiveness and to save me from it)
 
A what ritual? *hugs* <3
 


soooooooooooo yeah I realized that Satan absolutely hates me, and I do not know if it is because I freewill chose to be incarnated this lifetime during my last lifetime so that Jesus could either assuredly or possibly save me (if I did), or if it was against my preference to be incarnated (as in if God forced me to be incarnated towards the end of my last lifetime) if it is because I loved Jesus when I was little since I was born into a christian family and I didn't see a reason not to I guess

Of course he hates you.... You are made in the image of God. 
 
 
last edit on 11/8/2021 9:40:59 AM
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In a doctor who episode Kahler-Jex was a doctor helping a town from ailments. 

Kahler-Jex: It would be so much simpler if I was just one thing, wouldn’t it? The mad scientist who made that killing machine or the nice doctor. Who’s dedicated his life to serving this town. The fact that I’m both bewilders you.

The Doctor: Oh, I know exactly what you are. And I see this reformation for what it really is. You committed an atrocity and choose this for your punishment. Don’t get me wrong—good choice. But—but! Justice doesn’t work like that. You don’t get to decide when and how your debt is paid!

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last edit on 11/8/2021 11:27:31 AM
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Here's the VIBE of the types of songs I'd listen to:

 Ooof..... You're too young. You shouldn't be here.

Leftover-Lena steps to boyfriend: 1 Stop talking about me; 2 Stop being repulsive; 3 Change underwear >1 month; 4 Find people in your league
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