or even for my claims of being the divine Mother and the goddess
first of all, it has been revealed to me evidence that both Jesus is God and that I am the goddess and His significant other, his female half but not to be worshipped because she is a created being and not the Creator, that I simply cannot go on ignoring anymore even though I've tried to more than just a few times (because the evidence scared me)
and second of all, what if this was your last real chance to see the transforming power of Jesus working in someone's life, especially someone who has been just as sinful as you and actually moreso as I'm pretty sure I was the most sinful made in His image created being of all of His made in his image created beings before being saved and who hated God just as much as some of you do (I am still unsure if I agreed to be incarnated into a human body or was forced to against what I would have preferred), and if you didn't witness my evangelizing maybe in the future if God gives you a wake-up call like he gave me you wouldn't have my evangelizing to reinforce the truth, for example how Feathers engaged in debated with me on the forum in the past when I was still unconvinced- what if I didn't have that experience in the past and it was partially crucial for me to come to full knowledge of the truth about Jesus and salvation and not ending up condemned to eternal hell forever ?