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JesusistheKing said: 

the reason why no other explanation makes sense to me is because of all of the many revelations from God that I am the divine Mother, including showing me through the scriptures,

The Scriptures tend to denote the opposite, even some of the ones you tried posting as if they were revelations. You often pick super vague ones that are only one sentence long that don't tend to even communicate the point you're otherwise trying to get across as if it were connected. 

A big part of what's drawing attention to you over this is over how the claims you're making expressly go against The Bible, and when asked why that is you have no real explanation. If anything, the more you've told us the more clear it is that you fit Christianity's ideas on possession. 

being self-aware and examining my thoughts, behavior and interactions with others, always feeling "bigger" and different than others

Almost everyone feels better and more distinct from others, even the ones beating themselves up often think they're 'the worst', which is the best at being bad. Even trying to dispel that phenomenon through logic doesn't often stop it from happening, it's deeply rooted in the human psyche from how our understanding of the world is entirely projective, nearly solipsist, based on only the things we've seen and know as if we were the center of it all. 

This is just egocentric bias, the same shit we often see have people fall into Dunning Kruger conclusions. Our media pushes these conclusions to 11 with the whole "What _________ are you?" phenomenon. 

an ANGER at not being able to be "controlled" by men because I was raised that being a normal wife to a normal man is what was expected of me and I knew that I was always rejected due to men feeling like they couldn't control me (and a lot of times wanting to straight up kill me for this reason, for feeling inferior to me)

So in order to stop feeling controlled by men, you've... decided to be controlled by men, in a religion that specifically demonizes female autonomy through hard Patriarchy near-repeatedly? 

through revelation from the New Testament scripture and a vision from God about his judgement of me and my upcoming death and what it would feel like, through the fact that my death without Jesus's forgiveness would have been an inverse of his (because I was a Satanic whore for most of my existence), through a vision on the plane from hollywood to where I live now, through God continuously "speaking" (not vocally yet) to me and relating to me as an equal when He reveals new insights to me, and so on

God didn't even treat Jesus as an equal though. 

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Lenalee said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

or is it because I love Jesus and I am a Christian ?

but what about Feathers who also claims to love Jesus and professes to be a Christian ?

 She's not claiming to be his wife and she doesn't run when asked questions about her faith or beliefs. She's not under this delusion You've conjured.  You've been shaken and keep coming back 

then she isn't a Christian, because all of the church and the saints are Jesus's wife according to the New Testament

Not every woman who follows in the path of Christ is his wife, just the ones who throw themselves into Nunhood. 

She's otherwise matched up for the most part with The Bible's message, she just gets really creepy when you start talking about how they use the word 'Love'. 

you mean that she isn't claiming to be the divine Mother. well she's not, I am

Yeah, that's why less people are asking her questions. Like Alena said you aren't accomplishing any sort of miracle work, so at the end of the day we just have your claims to go by. Even Jesus did water walking and conjured fish and water, what have you done? 

I'm not God and never claimed to be....... I'm a creation just as much as all of the rest of the saints, and I was a Satanic one for most of my lifetime and only recently been redeemed, what miracles do you expect from me currently in this broken ashamed beginning of healing and purification and sanctification state lmao 

But you have no powers, even Lilith had powers when she was still a part of the garden. 

I'd expect the Wife of God and Divine Mother to at least have some sort of aesthetic difference, or the capacity for Divination. I'd also suspect the Divine Mother to not be infertile, but rather the opposite, especially when you take into account that you're trying to say you're both Lilith and Astarte (otherwise known as Aphrodite). 

JesusistheKing said: 

like seriously

even if I did show some sort of miracle, would you not claim my power was coming from Satan anyway LMAO  🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Satan doesn't do miracles though, his solutions tend to be more worldly and Gnostic. Rather than defying the conventions of this world he changes them through Science and the Arts, cultivated through our history like aging wine. 

Come to think of it, you practically are Gnostic: 

Gnostics emphasized personal spiritual knowledge (gnosis) above the orthodox teachings, traditions, and authority of traditional religious institutions. Viewing material existence as flawed or evil, Gnostic cosmogony generally presents a distinction between a supreme, hidden God and a malevolent lesser divinity who is responsible for creating the material universe. Gnostics considered the principal element of salvation to be direct knowledge of the supreme divinity in the form of mystical or esoteric insight. Many Gnostic texts deal not in concepts of sin and repentance, but with illusion and enlightenment.

Gnosis is the common Greek noun for knowledge (γνῶσις, gnōsis, f.). The term is used in various Hellenistic religions and philosophies. It is best known from Gnosticism, where it signifies a spiritual knowledge or insight into humanity's real nature as divine, leading to the deliverance of the divine spark within humanity from the constraints of earthly existence.

It's so Solipsist, how could anyone hope to trust their own 'Gnosis' over others? 

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Lenalee said: 

Technically the cracks have already started since you're addressing that it might be a delusion

many, many people thought Jesus was delusional too lol, there are no cracks trust me, at least none that I haven't been through by now because trust me Satan has attacked me with everything he's got

 

 You are not the son of god making the blind see, curing the sick and feeding the poor from one basket of fish and bread. You're claiming to be his wife, his equal when if he's made you makes you beneath him and the relationship is a bit incestuous. You're using this belief as a coping mechanism.

the divine Mother to the divine Father, and I am not doing those things because I am not healed and sanctified and purified enough to be able to do miracles like that (yet), maybe in the future though  :) If women are allowed to preform miracles like that, I'm not even sure, I'm used to using my divine powers in all of the opposite ways of how Jesus created me to use them

 

 I might be misunderstanding something, if you're the divine mother to the divine father are you then equal to god or are you his creator? 

 

 No, I have explained this before, I am a creation not the Creator, and I am not to be worshipped, but I am the divine Mother

 

He created me, God is the only God and creator of everything and in control of everything, not me. He created me for Himself, to have a partner. fe-male, another male equal would not be desirable to Him, but He created male angels to serve and worship Him which I suppose are kind of like male friends, but they are not made in the image of God, and all of our children are also His friends

 

 God created you and thus has ultimate power over you this rendering you under the control of a powerful being/male, which sort of seems like the pattern you've been desperate to escape yet finding your way back into. I don't think he created angels to be his friends, who are your children?

THIS IS AS FAR AS I KNOW, but I am telling you I have massive memory issues, most of my childhood and even up into past middle school years are missing, as well as I do not remember any of my previous memories from the past lifetime where I would have been Satan's "wife", the goddess in alliance with Satan, which I would have been since nearly the beginning of my creation because I left God soon after that, that much I know

 That sounds like you've been subconsciously blocking out some stuff, i don't know about past lives but wouldn't that suggest that God is leaving you to suffer rather than have you by his side

Gosh this is already a lot.

Just had sex with my lovely wife, Blanc and as she farted, we talked about your delusions. Send nudes if you wanna be part of our community.