Technically the cracks have already started since you're addressing that it might be a delusion
many, many people thought Jesus was delusional too lol, there are no cracks trust me, at least none that I haven't been through by now because trust me Satan has attacked me with everything he's got
You are not the son of god making the blind see, curing the sick and feeding the poor from one basket of fish and bread. You're claiming to be his wife, his equal when if he's made you makes you beneath him and the relationship is a bit incestuous. You're using this belief as a coping mechanism.
the divine Mother to the divine Father, and I am not doing those things because I am not healed and sanctified and purified enough to be able to do miracles like that (yet), maybe in the future though :) If women are allowed to preform miracles like that, I'm not even sure, I'm used to using my divine powers in all of the opposite ways of how Jesus created me to use them
I might be misunderstanding something, if you're the divine mother to the divine father are you then equal to god or are you his creator?
No, I have explained this before, I am a creation not the Creator, and I am not to be worshipped, but I am the divine Mother
He created me, God is the only God and creator of everything and in control of everything, not me. He created me for Himself, to have a partner. fe-male, another male equal would not be desirable to Him, but He created male angels to serve and worship Him which I suppose are kind of like male friends, but they are not made in the image of God, and all of our children are also His friends