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JesusistheKing said: 

are you not going to accept me as part of sociopathcommunity because I'm "delusional" ?

what about all of the other sociopathcommunity members who are delusional ?

I talk to them too. 

JesusistheKing said: 

but what about Feathers who also claims to love Jesus and professes to be a Christian ?

We've spent time before talking over Bible stuff, hours even. She's actually not too bad at pointing out scripture and questioning accuracy based on the texts, like she did over your "Queen of Heaven" reference. In spite of how I can never shake this feeling of her being a dishonest person she can hold her own when it comes to Bible stuff. 

JesusistheKing said: 

Turncoat said: 

Why? 

do you not see it as a waste of time ?

Not really, it's been a good opportunity for me to brush up on some Bible lore, and I honestly enjoy our talks or I wouldn't bother putting this much effort into it. 

Why not lol, it's more for your benefit than for mine if you know that I'm not going to ever believe differently

You've said similarly over Wiccan stuff, the only real consistent element tends to be over how you insist that you're more powerful than other mortals. 

Unlike others I actually think you do have the ability to change your mind, but where it ends up is more typically the question. 

the reason why no other explanation makes sense to me is because of all of the many revelations from God that I am the divine Mother, including showing me through the scriptures, being self-aware and examining my thoughts, behavior and interactions with others, always feeling "bigger" and different than others, an ANGER at not being able to be "controlled" by men because I was raised that being a normal wife to a normal man is what was expected of me and I knew that I was always rejected due to men feeling like they couldn't control me (and a lot of times wanting to straight up kill me for this reason, for feeling inferior to me), through revelation from the New Testament scripture and a vision from God about his judgement of me and my upcoming death and what it would feel like, through the fact that my death without Jesus's forgiveness would have been an inverse of his (because I was a Satanic whore for most of my existence), through a vision on the plane from hollywood to where I live now, through God continuously "speaking" (not vocally yet) to me and relating to me as an equal when He reveals new insights to me, and so on

JesusistheKing said: 

Lenalee said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

or is it because I love Jesus and I am a Christian ?

but what about Feathers who also claims to love Jesus and professes to be a Christian ?

 She's not claiming to be his wife and she doesn't run when asked questions about her faith or beliefs. She's not under this delusion You've conjured.  You've been shaken and keep coming back 

then she isn't a Christian, because all of the church and the saints are Jesus's wife according to the New Testament

Not every woman who follows in the path of Christ is his wife, just the ones who throw themselves into Nunhood. 

She's otherwise matched up for the most part with The Bible's message, she just gets really creepy when you start talking about how they use the word 'Love'. 

you mean that she isn't claiming to be the divine Mother. well she's not, I am

Yeah, that's why less people are asking her questions. Like Alena said you aren't accomplishing any sort of miracle work, so at the end of the day we just have your claims to go by. Even Jesus did water walking and conjured fish and water, what have you done? 

you have to understand that I have many, many, many reasons for believing what I believe, too many reasons for any other explanation to explain everything I've experienced in this lifetime and especially this past year

it is what it is, I can't unbelieve what I believe and what no one is giving me a better explanation on, than what God Himself has explained to me

I'M SAD IF YOU HATE ME FOR TELLING YOU THE TRUTH, GENUINELY IT HURTS SO MUCH TO NOT BE BELIEVED, but I'd rather be authentic than a liar

JesusistheKing said: 

you can all believe what you want, but it isn't going to change my mind so it is a waste time trying, that is all that I'm saying

I mean as long as the banter keeps up you can think that all you like. 

Since we've begun speaking again I've already been seeing changes in your behavior. 

JesusistheKing said: 

when I talk about this stuff it freaks even me out, because it sounds so insane, but I have no other explanation for everything I've experienced in this lifetime and especially this last year

Then I'd argue that it's good to discuss these things rather than let them become forgotten, so that you may see yourself that much more like using a mirror or something. 

You show fear when questioned over these things, but that's likely over how you have fear over your own room to question it. A stronger opinion comes from questioning something long enough to fall upon the best answers one could seek, not from shielding yourself against other contradictory ideas (like The Bible for example). 

Faith is supposed to be your armor and shield in this religion, if you're having to flee then your armor must be weak. 

and since no other explanation makes sense to me, I keep believing what I'm currently believing even though it freaks me out and sounds insane

A lot of people believe insane things, like how I used to think people were poisoning my food. In time why I thought that became more clear as I experienced the phenomenon more, and with that I gained a little more self control over it. 

Turncoat said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

Lenalee said: 

JesusistheKing said: 

or is it because I love Jesus and I am a Christian ?

but what about Feathers who also claims to love Jesus and professes to be a Christian ?

 She's not claiming to be his wife and she doesn't run when asked questions about her faith or beliefs. She's not under this delusion You've conjured.  You've been shaken and keep coming back 

then she isn't a Christian, because all of the church and the saints are Jesus's wife according to the New Testament

Not every woman who follows in the path of Christ is his wife, just the ones who throw themselves into Nunhood. 

She's otherwise matched up for the most part with The Bible's message, she just gets really creepy when you start talking about how they use the word 'Love'. 

you mean that she isn't claiming to be the divine Mother. well she's not, I am

Yeah, that's why less people are asking her questions. Like Alena said you aren't accomplishing any sort of miracle work, so at the end of the day we just have your claims to go by. Even Jesus did water walking and conjured fish and water, what have you done? 

I'm not God and never claimed to be....... I'm a creation just as much as all of the rest of the saints, and I was a Satanic one for most of my lifetime and only recently been redeemed, what miracles do you expect from me currently in this broken ashamed beginning of healing and purification and sanctification state lmao

like seriously

even if I did show some sort of miracle, would you not claim my power was coming from Satan anyway LMAO  🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

at least with me, it would more likely be Satanic power than with Jesus, so your beliefs about that could even possibly have some validity, because I am still partly filled with a sinful nature (I used witchcraft to get into my relationship with my ex boyfriend, to move to hollywood, and was trying to use it to become Queen of America before Jesus finally said Nope no more Lilith)  Lmao