You're incapable of relating to my inability to attach because given your own personal limitations as beings you're unable to see and feel things the way I do.
You think I care enough to front some sort of cyber persona here of an ASPD dark lord, and to look down on "connections attachments" to avoid showing weakness or whatever.
I'm not you and frankly speaking I don't care enough to do that, I already defeated you all in your own game so now this site is my notebook.
I see what you do here constantly, personal, personal, personal, drama.
Of the most boring people alive, old women, pedophiles, incels, schizophrenics, psychotics. Ugly, poor, uneducated, graceless people. BPD's, NPD's, ASPD's, autists, all these are boring deficiencies, so is natasha x tranny coat, battered toast x chapo, or whatever.
Meanwhile I'm always striving to look from the top, a bird's eye view. A third point of view perspective. A perspective from a higher mental position than yours.
Mind you, this isn't a self-assesment, I test it. In real life, I challenge people, dangerous people, violent people, narcissistic people. And see how much I can prevail.
I pinpoint my deficiencies, and I immediately self-admit them and deal with them, then I test again and again and again.
That's my objective and pragmatic view. And it's based on cause, effect, result. Not "this makes me feel this way or you make me feel this way"
My view has a science, chaotic sure, blunt sometimes, but science nonetheless.
And that view tells me that there's no woman, man, person, or <<personality>> that's more worthwhile than my ideals.
If you can't understand that and you think I'm fronting out of fear to be attached or hurt or whatever, well that's your own problem.
Keep projecting.
i think you front for your own benefit, not for anyone here
