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Our standards are incomparable, and I am not willing to descend to your level to speak to you. So you will have to ascend. (Can't see it happening any time soon)

What would you say is your greatest accomplishment?

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Aizen is 24, barely young. Alot of 24 year olds are competing for high level management positions in multi billion dollar companies.

Whats most important in life. Is not what you are its what u make of urself. Nothing is inborn unless you are a female ofcoutse. There might be a few things holding you back, height, weight, skin color or intelligence. That might put you at the lower end of things, but you can still pick yourself up and crush all of those pieces of shit who told you otherwise.

But educational systems are not an actual way of retrieving anything in life, atleast not in terms of power. 

Power is man made. It doesn’t require intelligence or any positive things like tall height or white skin colour . Its requires a sharp mind tongue and a different cognitive thought process. At the end of the day everything is man made. If you are a man its a bonus you can make whatever you want out of life.

For women its different, women have to be gifted with a pretty face and a nice body to get far in life most of it genetic. For a man everything u do is based on ur actions in this world. A woman might surpass you in success but that success comes from the way she looks.It doesnt come directly from her actions.

A man gets far in life by dominating every arena. Nothing for a man is genetic. Its a constant fight and struggle. Everything for a man is self made. A man makes his looks, a man makes his money, a man makes his power a man makes his success and triumphs over people. 

At the end of the day, its all based on the decisions you make. You can decide to be a loser piece of shit with a low self esteem wasting your life away on mon important trivial things.

Or you can decide to actually say fuck this shit, there is more to life than rotting yourself in seclusion, being hopelessly controlled by other people and institutional and educational systems. 

To succeed look outside what is being fed to you. Education feeds you political nonsense and force feeds your mind with bullshit. Think outside the box, because one day you wont be in education, one day you wont be searching for a job, one day you wont be stuck in a low level job, one day you wont be a virgin, one day you wont be engaged, and one day you wont be child free with no hefty bills to pay.

Think use creativity to your advantage. The system is lying to you. The jews literally control your mind with the vast amount of bullshit they teach at education, the media, education and institutions. You dont need an education to be good at math. You dont need a qualification to get far in life.

Power is the most important thing you can quite possibly have. If you are not a powerful person. Your life is lost completely. Instead of focusing on the trivial. Focus your attention towards power. Power is essentially the most crucial aspect and detail to life. Without power your life becomes a hopeless dead end. Forget what school teaches you about morals, about going back to square one. Do what makes you powerful.

Power isnt evil but it isnt good. Its what is required to live a normal functioning life. Do not waste your power serving the jew. The jew grabs your power and directs your life in the position they want it. Forget about IQ, if your not blatantly retarded(You cant do 2+2) Then the world has unimaginable opportunities for you to exploit then mercilessly. Screw what the jew has to say. The jew only wants to convince you that a boring work life routine and an endless life of riddles is what life is all about.

Do not fall into the jewish trap my greek brethren. Anything that controls or persuades you is trying to take away your base human power and is trying to control it so it can contribute to different areas in society. Which obviously the jews control completely.

stay strong aizen, you will find a life out of this whole piece of mess you have put yourself in..

But to guess aizens situation, he is overweight, a dark greek, possibly racist against blacks as a way to fuel his supremacy that he might be dark but atleast he is not a nigger. Has faced prejudice of the lighter skinned people in his country. Unsucessful with ladies because he has to much fat. You might be european and greek aizen but if you are dark skinned, fuck what science says you are placed in a socially disadvantaged position.

Wake up get motivated. All I see of you aizen is that you are another victim of a jew. You might be anti semitic but I dint think you pay serious enough attention to how the real world actually works and how jewish people actually function as a group in society.

Because if you are truly educated and knowledgable on how the jewish people function then you would find that you wouldn’t be in such a powerless desperate and hopeless situation.

Peace brother.

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Good on you, you're introspecting.
It may seem like a pointless effort, especially if you're falling into cycles and loops, but letting yourself notice the repetitions is one of many ways to try to escape it. 

It's those who don't look inward that risk falling into unending cycles, loops with no variation present whatsoever. These epiphanies could very well be what has you that much better off years from now.
You're saying that like loops are bad. Loops are for life. The familiar with a touch of novelty... beautiful in everything. Songs, food, art, sex...
 

I've found that pushing myself to interact with 'small and trivial' things to be what gives them value and weight. It's how much we let ourselves sink into the world around us that serves to have us be a part of it, while it's how we sit there and insist everyone else is stupid or whatever that serves to detach ourselves from people through the misguided idea that we're somehow better than them.

Are you talking about me? It feels like you're talking about me. But then I always feel like people talk about me.

Consider how many people think they're smarter than other people, and past a point it begins to seem smarter to notice the things we have in common with their blunders instead.

You're definitely talking about me.

I've found more value in trying to not impose my values onto others too strongly, seeing as to do otherwise stops them from following their own path. I've found more value in observation than in egoism, the former coming from a lack of the latter being as much of an overt distraction.

How much would you be paying attention to Aizen if he was merely listening to others? Letting go of ego is hard... Not because it's difficult to swallow your pride, but because it's boring.

"Those who can't do teach, and those who can't teach teach gym." 

The best we can do really is push others imo, as our lessons told to ourselves will just be repetitious. In the hands of others our 'wisdom' stands to mutate, and their wisdom in our hands possesses the same capacity. 

It's through others that it can become easier to find yourself.

I agree... I spent all my childhood introspecting. It's through others that you conform. Like I said.... Little novelty in infinite loops. That's ok. But listen to others too much... WYSIATI principle will kill your novelty.

I am lacking novelty here. I need to spend some time at a mokki. Last time around I ran out of food so I ended up drinking mostly beer for food for 2 weeks, supplementing it with fish I caught. Legendary.

It is not our responsibility to be the stepping stones in another's life, we just happened to be there. To blame yourself too deep for this sort of shit is just a symptom of being a Control Freak, feeling like every little thing  we do must be important.

I'd say it is his fault. How is it not? Unless you're saying that there doesn't exist a scenario where he could've fixed things.

Letting go is the hardest challenge, one most people may never be ready to take part in.

It's curious how it is the hardest challenge for some people.

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0 votes RE: Humility is a virtue I can't afford because it's too cheap for me.
Matrix said: 

Aizen is 24, barely young. Alot of 24 year olds are competing for high level management positions in multi billion dollar companies.

Whats most important in life. Is not what you are its what u make of urself. Nothing is inborn unless you are a female ofcoutse. There might be a few things holding you back, height, weight, skin color or intelligence. That might put you at the lower end of things, but you can still pick yourself up and crush all of those pieces of shit who told you otherwise.

But educational systems are not an actual way of retrieving anything in life, atleast not in terms of power. 

Power is man made. It doesn’t require intelligence or any positive things like tall height or white skin colour . Its requires a sharp mind tongue and a different cognitive thought process. At the end of the day everything is man made. If you are a man its a bonus you can make whatever you want out of life.

For women its different, women have to be gifted with a pretty face and a nice body to get far in life most of it genetic. For a man everything u do is based on ur actions in this world. A woman might surpass you in success but that success comes from the way she looks.It doesnt come directly from her actions.

A man gets far in life by dominating every arena. Nothing for a man is genetic. Its a constant fight and struggle. Everything for a man is self made. A man makes his looks, a man makes his money, a man makes his power a man makes his success and triumphs over people. 

At the end of the day, its all based on the decisions you make. You can decide to be a loser piece of shit with a low self esteem wasting your life away on mon important trivial things.

Or you can decide to actually say fuck this shit, there is more to life than rotting yourself in seclusion, being hopelessly controlled by other people and institutional and educational systems. 

To succeed look outside what is being fed to you. Education feeds you political nonsense and force feeds your mind with bullshit. Think outside the box, because one day you wont be in education, one day you wont be searching for a job, one day you wont be stuck in a low level job, one day you wont be a virgin, one day you wont be engaged, and one day you wont be child free with no hefty bills to pay.

Think use creativity to your advantage. The system is lying to you. The jews literally control your mind with the vast amount of bullshit they teach at education, the media, education and institutions. You dont need an education to be good at math. You dont need a qualification to get far in life.

Power is the most important thing you can quite possibly have. If you are not a powerful person. Your life is lost completely. Instead of focusing on the trivial. Focus your attention towards power. Power is essentially the most crucial aspect and detail to life. Without power your life becomes a hopeless dead end. Forget what school teaches you about morals, about going back to square one. Do what makes you powerful.

Power isnt evil but it isnt good. Its what is required to live a normal functioning life. Do not waste your power serving the jew. The jew grabs your power and directs your life in the position they want it. Forget about IQ, if your not blatantly retarded(You cant do 2+2) Then the world has unimaginable opportunities for you to exploit then mercilessly. Screw what the jew has to say. The jew only wants to convince you that a boring work life routine and an endless life of riddles is what life is all about.

Do not fall into the jewish trap my greek brethren. Anything that controls or persuades you is trying to take away your base human power and is trying to control it so it can contribute to different areas in society. Which obviously the jews control completely.

stay strong aizen, you will find a life out of this whole piece of mess you have put yourself in..

But to guess aizens situation, he is overweight, a dark greek, possibly racist against blacks as a way to fuel his supremacy that he might be dark but atleast he is not a nigger. Has faced prejudice of the lighter skinned people in his country. Unsucessful with ladies because he has to much fat. You might be european and greek aizen but if you are dark skinned, fuck what science says you are placed in a socially disadvantaged position.

Wake up get motivated. All I see of you aizen is that you are another victim of a jew. You might be anti semitic but I dint think you pay serious enough attention to how the real world actually works and how jewish people actually function as a group in society.

Because if you are truly educated and knowledgable on how the jewish people function then you would find that you wouldn’t be in such a powerless desperate and hopeless situation.

Peace brother.

How much of that do you believe? That's your problem.... You're not authentic.

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0 votes RE: Humility is a virtue I can't afford because it's too cheap for me.
tpp said: 
Matrix said: 

Aizen is 24, barely young. Alot of 24 year olds are competing for high level management positions in multi billion dollar companies.

Whats most important in life. Is not what you are its what u make of urself. Nothing is inborn unless you are a female ofcoutse. There might be a few things holding you back, height, weight, skin color or intelligence. That might put you at the lower end of things, but you can still pick yourself up and crush all of those pieces of shit who told you otherwise.

But educational systems are not an actual way of retrieving anything in life, atleast not in terms of power. 

Power is man made. It doesn’t require intelligence or any positive things like tall height or white skin colour . Its requires a sharp mind tongue and a different cognitive thought process. At the end of the day everything is man made. If you are a man its a bonus you can make whatever you want out of life.

For women its different, women have to be gifted with a pretty face and a nice body to get far in life most of it genetic. For a man everything u do is based on ur actions in this world. A woman might surpass you in success but that success comes from the way she looks.It doesnt come directly from her actions.

A man gets far in life by dominating every arena. Nothing for a man is genetic. Its a constant fight and struggle. Everything for a man is self made. A man makes his looks, a man makes his money, a man makes his power a man makes his success and triumphs over people. 

At the end of the day, its all based on the decisions you make. You can decide to be a loser piece of shit with a low self esteem wasting your life away on mon important trivial things.

Or you can decide to actually say fuck this shit, there is more to life than rotting yourself in seclusion, being hopelessly controlled by other people and institutional and educational systems. 

To succeed look outside what is being fed to you. Education feeds you political nonsense and force feeds your mind with bullshit. Think outside the box, because one day you wont be in education, one day you wont be searching for a job, one day you wont be stuck in a low level job, one day you wont be a virgin, one day you wont be engaged, and one day you wont be child free with no hefty bills to pay.

Think use creativity to your advantage. The system is lying to you. The jews literally control your mind with the vast amount of bullshit they teach at education, the media, education and institutions. You dont need an education to be good at math. You dont need a qualification to get far in life.

Power is the most important thing you can quite possibly have. If you are not a powerful person. Your life is lost completely. Instead of focusing on the trivial. Focus your attention towards power. Power is essentially the most crucial aspect and detail to life. Without power your life becomes a hopeless dead end. Forget what school teaches you about morals, about going back to square one. Do what makes you powerful.

Power isnt evil but it isnt good. Its what is required to live a normal functioning life. Do not waste your power serving the jew. The jew grabs your power and directs your life in the position they want it. Forget about IQ, if your not blatantly retarded(You cant do 2+2) Then the world has unimaginable opportunities for you to exploit then mercilessly. Screw what the jew has to say. The jew only wants to convince you that a boring work life routine and an endless life of riddles is what life is all about.

Do not fall into the jewish trap my greek brethren. Anything that controls or persuades you is trying to take away your base human power and is trying to control it so it can contribute to different areas in society. Which obviously the jews control completely.

stay strong aizen, you will find a life out of this whole piece of mess you have put yourself in..

But to guess aizens situation, he is overweight, a dark greek, possibly racist against blacks as a way to fuel his supremacy that he might be dark but atleast he is not a nigger. Has faced prejudice of the lighter skinned people in his country. Unsucessful with ladies because he has to much fat. You might be european and greek aizen but if you are dark skinned, fuck what science says you are placed in a socially disadvantaged position.

Wake up get motivated. All I see of you aizen is that you are another victim of a jew. You might be anti semitic but I dint think you pay serious enough attention to how the real world actually works and how jewish people actually function as a group in society.

Because if you are truly educated and knowledgable on how the jewish people function then you would find that you wouldn’t be in such a powerless desperate and hopeless situation.

Peace brother.

How much of that do you believe? That's your problem.... You're not authentic.

 Believe what you like. The jewish menace walks among us. You are a blind idiot. Kike sympathizer and a moronic fuck head transgender who has succumb to the jewish doctrinated lifestyle of so called “success” have fun. Because once you reach an old age you will look back at it and realize how empty and lost it really was. And how much of your life was actually in your total control.

You dont understand the struggle. Because you are a white person. You have had white people by your side in every struggle you faced against the jew, every struggle you faced against the nigger, every struggle you faced against the so called enemy to your own state, you have had white people fighting your side. You dont understand what goes on behind the scenes. You are blindly lead astray by pleasure offered to you by the jew, because you have sold your literal human token to them.

And im not brown skinned either so this message doesn’t strictly apply to me. 

enjoy turncoat. You are the rabbis remote controller.

last edit on 7/29/2021 9:52:45 PM
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Matrix said: 

 Believe what you like. The jewish menace walks among us. You are a blind idiot. Kike sympathizer and a moronic fuck head transgender who has succumb to the jewish doctrinated lifestyle of so called “success” have fun. Because once you reach an old age you will look back at it and realize how empty and lost it really was. And how much of your life was actually in your total control.

You dont understand the struggle. Because you are a white person. You have had white people by your side in every struggle you faced against the jew, every struggle you faced against the nigger, every struggle you faced against the so called enemy to your own state, you have had white people fighting your side. You dont understand what goes on behind the scenes. You are blindly lead astray by pleasure offered to you by the jew, because you have sold your literal human token to them.

And im not brown skinned either so this message doesn’t strictly apply to me. 

enjoy turncoat. You are the rabbis remote controller.

Your hatred is too shallow to be real. When pressed, you have nothing to show for it.

LiYang I believe... I believe he hates the CCP. You, not so much.

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Letting go might be the highest and rarest ability in mankind, I am aware.

My intuition tells me is something among the lines of forgetting and forgiving. Which are things that you must do unforcefully, naturally, not things you can just achieve or force your way in.

That idea's usually followed with "Time heals all wounds", but I've found it closer to the philosophy in it's practice allowing that to be sped up. For each time you've let something go in the past it can become easier to let go of other things in the future, but that can make it tempting to let go of everything. It's knowing what's worth feeling pain over that's worth assessing imo, rather than trying to close all of it off over how overstimulating it can be. Like toughening a callus, it takes strain to develop it, while being away from what makes calluses form in the first place is how to become soft and vulnerable. 

I don't believe in forgive and forget, but I do believe in having the wounds it's left be diminished in pain through exposing it to enough prodding. Many people and things do not deserve forgiveness, and forgetting about it'd open us up to making the same mistakes again, but it doesn't have to feel just as bad every time it happens and enough people do alright with the things they pick up to the point of it not being worth dropping it entirely. 

Everyone is disappointing if you let it get to you, but pushing them away as your way of having them not get to you will just leave you vulnerable to the times it'd happen outside of your control. For every reason someone is a disappointment however they can also be a ray of sunshine, it all depends on you. 

Maybe what must truly be let go here isn't the failures or people themselves, who knows.

Agreed, everyone fails including ourselves, and focusing on those failures to excess is itself yet another failing. 

"Go with the flow" has been my current angle, as best as I can anyway. It's the need to be in control that makes it easy enough to fall out of control as an ironic reflection, while having the strength to not need to be in control over everything's where you can finally get a breather and see what others are going through. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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"Go with the flow" has been my current angle, as best as I can anyway. It's the need to be in control that makes it easy enough to fall out of control as an ironic reflection, while having the strength to not need to be in control over everything's where you can finally get a breather and see what others are going through.

This is my method for de-stressing. Ying and Yang.

I don't believe in forgive and forget, but I do believe in having the wounds it's left be diminished in pain through exposing it to enough prodding. Many people and things do not deserve forgiveness, and forgetting about it'd open us up to making the same mistakes again, but it doesn't have to feel just as bad every time it happens and enough people do alright with the things they pick up.

You don't believe in forgive and forget? You're such a contradictory personality.

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tpp said: 
I don't believe in forgive and forget, but I do believe in having the wounds it's left be diminished in pain through exposing it to enough prodding. Many people and things do not deserve forgiveness, and forgetting about it'd open us up to making the same mistakes again, but it doesn't have to feel just as bad every time it happens and enough people do alright with the things they pick up.

You don't believe in forgive and forget? You're such a contradictory personality.

Forgive and forget just opens me up to making the same mistakes, while holding onto it in a way that has it hurt less serves to have others' future disappointments not sting the same. 

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔
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Forgive and forget just opens me up to making the same mistakes, while holding onto it in a way that has it hurt less serves to have others' future disappointments not sting the same.

I love you.

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