Something you'd like to talk about? That thread really came out of nowhere, what was that about?
There are 2 basic ingredients to what makes me leave SC or make me and delora both leave- delora's unwillingness to let things go and fight with people online until she wins, and your willingness to do things like encourage turquie to call police on her over clear harmless shit talking or teaming up with sugar to put our names on here. You know, consequential shit. I don't really care about the reasoning because it effects my bottom line- my life and my sense of well being and ability to live in peace. She angers you but you are the catalyst that turns my casual enjoyment of an internet forum into a pointless threat to my bottom line and a liability. Now I've criticized her for her part but not really you up until that thread. Much of what I say to her does not occur publicly because the people here are sharks and our disagreements are blood in the water for them. But in your case it's different so I can address it on the actual forum.
My grandiose delusions are better than yours.
There are 2 basic ingredients to what makes me leave SC or make me and delora both leave- delora's unwillingness to let things go and fight with people online until she wins, and your willingness to do things like encourage turquie to call police on her over clear harmless shit talking or teaming up with sugar to put our names on here. You know, consequential shit. I don't really care about the reasoning because it effects my bottom line- my life and my sense of well being and ability to live in peace. She angers you but you are the catalyst that turns my casual enjoyment of an internet forum into a pointless threat to my bottom line and a liability. Now I've criticized her for her part but not really you up until that thread. Much of what I say to her does not occur publicly because the people here are sharks and our disagreements are blood in the water for them. But in your case it's different so I can address it on the actual forum.
So you don't want me to defend myself? I'm not allowed to try to defend myself just because this woman can't handle anything? I know your afraid to express this to her, but now she gets to dodge responsibility because you won't make it clear. Perhaps that's worth it. She will never be self aware about this anyway, even if you do call her out. She's more offended and over reactive over you than me, because your opinion matters more. So, don't point it out. But I will.
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There are 2 basic ingredients to what makes me leave SC or make me and delora both leave- delora's unwillingness to let things go and fight with people online until she wins, and your willingness to do things like encourage turquie to call police on her over clear harmless shit talking or teaming up with sugar to put our names on here. You know, consequential shit. I don't really care about the reasoning because it effects my bottom line- my life and my sense of well being and ability to live in peace. She angers you but you are the catalyst that turns my casual enjoyment of an internet forum into a pointless threat to my bottom line and a liability. Now I've criticized her for her part but not really you up until that thread. Much of what I say to her does not occur publicly because the people here are sharks and our disagreements are blood in the water for them. But in your case it's different so I can address it on the actual forum.
So you why didn't you just say this instead of accusing me falsely of the other stuff?
When I encouraged turquoise to file a report it was because your wife was saying she was going to dox her and hope that something physical stems from that dox, while asking if anyone would like to kill her? I don't have the thread on hand but I'm sure I can dig it up. It wasn't harmless shit talking.
Delora had a bit of an anger issue which makes sense cos autism and bad childhood. I've not teamed up with anyone to put your names on here when you've both have been doing that yourselves, delora with her streaming and you with selfies.
She doesn't anger me, I'm not going to treat her with kid gloves that feels gross. I'll call her out like i do anyone else.
If you want to criticize me on stuff, sure that's fine but at least get your information right and don't try to rearrange past events to suit your current view it feels dishonest.
There are 2 basic ingredients to what makes me leave SC or make me and delora both leave- delora's unwillingness to let things go and fight with people online until she wins, and your willingness to do things like encourage turquie to call police on her over clear harmless shit talking or teaming up with sugar to put our names on here. You know, consequential shit. I don't really care about the reasoning because it effects my bottom line- my life and my sense of well being and ability to live in peace. She angers you but you are the catalyst that turns my casual enjoyment of an internet forum into a pointless threat to my bottom line and a liability. Now I've criticized her for her part but not really you up until that thread. Much of what I say to her does not occur publicly because the people here are sharks and our disagreements are blood in the water for them. But in your case it's different so I can address it on the actual forum.
So you don't want me to defend myself? I'm not allowed to try to defend myself just because this woman can't handle anything? I know your afraid to express this to her, but now she gets to dodge responsibility because you won't make it clear. Perhaps that's worth it. She will never be self aware about this anyway, even if you do call her out. She's more offended and over reactive over you than me, because your opinion matters more. So, don't point it out. But I will.
Is BR afraid of me?
So you don't want me to defend myself? I'm not allowed to try to defend myself just because this woman can't handle anything? I know your afraid to express this to her, but now she gets to dodge responsibility because you won't make it clear. Perhaps that's worth it. She will never be self aware about this anyway, even if you do call her out. She's more offended and over reactive over you than me, because your opinion matters more. So, don't point it out. But I will.
how can you defend yourself if you are Delora? the whole world knows that the Delorаs have never been able to protect anyone, including themselves. :)
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There are 2 basic ingredients to what makes me leave SC or make me and delora both leave- delora's unwillingness to let things go and fight with people online until she wins, and your willingness to do things like encourage turquie to call police on her over clear harmless shit talking or teaming up with sugar to put our names on here. You know, consequential shit. I don't really care about the reasoning because it effects my bottom line- my life and my sense of well being and ability to live in peace. She angers you but you are the catalyst that turns my casual enjoyment of an internet forum into a pointless threat to my bottom line and a liability. Now I've criticized her for her part but not really you up until that thread. Much of what I say to her does not occur publicly because the people here are sharks and our disagreements are blood in the water for them. But in your case it's different so I can address it on the actual forum.
So you don't want me to defend myself? I'm not allowed to try to defend myself just because this woman can't handle anything? I know your afraid to express this to her, but now she gets to dodge responsibility because you won't make it clear. Perhaps that's worth it. She will never be self aware about this anyway, even if you do call her out. She's more offended and over reactive over you than me, because your opinion matters more. So, don't point it out. But I will.
No its because you're not level headed and make bad decisions.
Ah
Fuck. yeah, i keep fighting this and it's just so tedious.
You're right, i seem to instigate a lot of stuff concerning your wife and you and do seem to make it impossible for you to enjoy the forum. I've got it in my head that I'm right, that I need to defend that and I'd hate to think i was wrong because that means going against my own fucked up logic.
I could probably do less to interrupt your daily forum post and honestly thought I was doing pretty well til that thread. I'm a bit like a dog with a bone when things make me get obsessed and i think that's what this forum is. It's a good sign to maybe let go for awhile again, especially if I'm grabbing as hard as I am.
I tend to meddle in things, you're right. Bridges are just ash at this point and I circle ideas and feelings until they get out of hand
Yeah okay, you're right
