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Dr. Winner said: 

My list has never included Bo. I’m not into him, like I said when he first came here. He’s too young for me. I’m into older guys. Trypt is the last dude on my list and if it doesn’t work out, I’ll do what I have to do in the real world. I’m wasn’t trying to do it with Bo. I was just having fun and also actually think they deserve a kid. She said she wanted a kid and I was going to sign up to be a surrogate anyway, so I told her that and then because she said she was poor, I was like, you can pay with sex. It wasn’t a real thing, but as I said before, I wouldn’t mind giving them a kid because I like helping people and I don’t even like sex, especially not with Bo. He isn’t even my type. I was raped and I would never lie about that. I love my baby and I think it’s messed up to say that I’m lying about being raped. Who does that? I never said my baby was the product of a rape, but I was raped by Jim several times. To me, rape means forced after fighting back and running and trying to get him to stop by even screaming. I don’t take rape lightly and I would never say it was when it wasn’t. I did it with Spite and About and it wasn’t rape and I was raped when I was 16, so I am familiar with what it means and because of that, I enjoy the rape fantasy and if it were a thing, I wouldn’t call it rape, but when you literally try your hardest to fight and get away and run and threaten to leave them and cry, it’s rape. There’s no grey area there. I am not one to cry rape. I have been through a lot and I hate the “me too” movement because I don’t think that’s rape. They wanted the position that was offered to do whatever the guy said they had to. I literally just wanted to avoid having sex because I wasn’t into him and didn’t feel well. Apparently, I was pregnant and that’s why I felt sick and gross and didn’t want to do it. I did everything I could to get away and he kept trying and eventually did it several times. Rape is real and I’m not someone who would cry wolf unless it was real. Don’t pretend to know what you know nothing about. Babies are great and great parents deserve to have them more than I do. I get Delora because she wants a kid and I have wanted one since I was young. I got one, which is great, but I am the kind of person who would be a surrogate to make it so others could have babies and I like Delora and I was the one who told her he wouldn’t be up for anything like that because he’s loyal like me. I know Bo because he’s a younger and less capable version of me, who is also a guy. I get what he cares about and I told her that before we ever talked about getting him to do stuff against his will. This place is for fun and I was having fun pretending. I even told her that Bo hated me and would never be down for that, especially with me. You people have problems if you really think the things you have written. Stop being stupid and pay attention to what’s in front of you. 

Dr. Winner said: 

delora... said: 

I'm sorry about that thread i made. Idk if your innocent or guilty so I'll act like your innocent unless proven otherwise

 And I was just starting to like you. That’s like asking if you and Bo are really married. It happened and it’s not something to lie about. You are obviously as stupid as you look if you’re questioning me. I’m not a liar. That’s not my thing. I am not a victim either and wouldn’t want to be perceived as one no matter what, so when I say I was raped, I’m not joking or lying or trying to be a victim. I’m being honest and it’s stupid to think otherwise, given my 100% honest track record. I’m not in a place where I’m willing to hurt you on purpose, but if I was, you’d want to die right about now. You’re lucky I found some happiness.

Trypt and Jim are even still friends and I think that’s cool because I don’t blame Jim for what he did. He was raised that way. I applaud him for seeing his baby while chatting with Trypt. I think that was brave and very respectful. I’m not one to hold a grudge or hate people, so I don’t really care that he disrespected me in that way, but I just want to say that I’m an honest and strong person and I’d never lie about rape. I was raped when I was 16, so I take it seriously. It’s not something you claim because you regret your decisions. I did it with Jim voluntarily twice, but when I wasn’t into him or doing it anymore, he couldn’t and didn’t accept that and I actually did the obvious things that people do when they don’t want sex, like tell him no, run away, hold him off, try to ditch, but he hit me and held me down the first time and the second time, I was trying to forgive him for the first and I told him I would if he didn’t do it again until I was ready for sex. He didn’t wait and that time I was too weak from not eating much and apparently from being pregnant, which I found out later, so I told him after fighting for a while that if he decided to continue, we would be done forever. He continued and I just gave up.

That’s when I decided I needed to leave. He didn’t respect my wishes even though I told him and even moved to a hotel instead of our Airbnb, just to get away from him. I am very forgiving, so I was really trying to start over, but he just wanted to have sex with me and I hated him at that point and told him so, but also said that if he gave me some time, I could forgive him. I get that I was desperate and depressed and that’s why I went to see him, but to pretend that there’s a reality where I am lying about being raped is to be the dumbest person on earth. I have a standard for what I consider rape and he met it.

That’s why I said anything at all. Fantasy rape is about being okay with it, so it’s not real rape. You want the guy to treat it like that at your request. You want the guy to rape you in the fantasy because you like the guy. I didn’t like him at that point and he knew it and knew that I considered it to be a real and personal attack because I wasn’t into it because he was fat. It’s like shaming people for liking the idea of rape, when the entire time I’ve talked about the fact that it’s not real rape if you like it and that I would only allow the fantasy to play out if I liked the person.

I just hope that you’re never in that situation where a coworker of yours likes you and knows you think about extramarital stuff, so he rapes you because he thinks you will like it, even though you tell him you’re loyal to your husband and scream and run and really try to communicate that those were just thoughts and fantasies and you want your husband to be okay with it before you do anything with anyone else and that guy isn’t even the one you would want. I hope that you can understand that it will still be rape, even though you discussed that fantasy of yours with your coworker and never hinted that he would be the one to fulfill it.

The consensual sex I had with Jim was only done because he said he would leave me alone if I didn’t have sex with him. I was in a country where I knew no one and didn’t know the language and went just to see him, but I decided myself that I rather have sex with him than be alone for a week somewhere I couldn’t even leave the hotel because he was telling me it was dangerous and I’d die. I don’t consider that rape because I made the decision to choose him staying, which involved sex. Some would calm that rape, but I wouldn’t. That was my decision.

The rape I’m taking about was when we hated each other and he knew I didn’t like him like that anymore and that I didn’t want sex with him ever again and that I wasn’t into the rape fantasy with him. Real rape is all that I would ever comment on in my life. The stuff that is technical is not rape to me. I hope this clarifies how having a rape fantasy doesn’t mean you can’t be raped. 

Just putting these here for safe keeping. 

MartinLooterKing said: 

Whorechata said: 

Dr. Winner said: 

Whorechata said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

I don't recall trying to mentor her. I did strongly advise she not go to Turkey though. I told her it would really suck. I never knew it would suck that bad. Her going there never upset me. 

You were straight up giving her advice and tooting your horn, publicly, over how she's "going places" (conceptually not geographically) thanks to you, thanks to her being in your charge "improving her life" at your "guidance".

She had potential. She was in school studying to be a Lawyer which is better than most of you by a landslide. That's out the window though.   

As she started sassing you and not listening to you however you dipped out of there, and judging from the way chat was going and how weird you got about CS's breast milk as the most awkward damage control ever after trying to let C4 know she "liked you first", that made it look like it really fell apart from how your dick wasn't invited to the sausage party. 

I've been making breast milk jokes since Ellict was a member almost a decade ago lol. So of course if CS said she needs to pump milk I'll kill it. 

Even in the text you posted CS said something along the lines of saying how I turned her down but she says "maybe" that was before she seen me. 

I am maintained no contact since March and I never reply / message but I get DMs like below and also the block button does not work lmao so I think im just gonna leave the site soon, or ask Tryp to help me be left alone.

 That’s freaking chat and a realization. Like that wasn’t a DM. I have not talked to you in a DM since before I met you in person. You need to stop lying. There was a marriage issue that made the anal sex thing a thing and submission was on condition that you didn’t hit me and I never gave you the money for yourself. It was because you were supposed to be a man and handle that stuff, but you didn’t and you stole my bitcoins after promising you’d give them back. You left for like a day and I wanted you to come back because I was alone in a country where I didn’t speak the language. Stop creating a fake past. 

Whorechata said: 

Dr. Winner said: 

I don’t remember hitting C4. I was drunk and then I hit my head. I don’t even remember be r him helping me after, but he said he did. I believe what C4 says because I don’t think he would lie, but I seriously have no memory of it and I don’t think I would do that to him because I liked him. We wrestled, so maybe it was an accident, but I was obviously too drunk to remember, so maybe it happened and I get violent when I’m drunk. It’s possible. I’m not ruling it out. I’ll ask Trypt because I don’t remember what happened this morning because I got too drunk because I got sad, so if I hit him then I’ll believe I hit C4. If not, I’ll forever be skeptical, but maybe I didn’t like C4 as much as I thought and I actually like Trypt so I’d never hurt him, even when I black out, but I guess I have to ask him if I hit him to determine the reason and my level of acceptance of C4’s depiction of the events.

 

 Dude, that’s a nice prayer, but I do accept when I do something wrong. I even admit it. I’m cool with learning about myself and the things I do, so I’m not a narc. I don’t condone violence and I was violent with Jim and it doesn’t matter why. It was a thing. I don’t remember being violent with C4, so I can’t say that happened for sure, but yeah, there was an issue with violence with Jim. That’s not who I wanted to be so I left. It was a good idea for both of us. He’s happy now and I’m chill-ish, so it all worked out. Not sure why this is a thing. 

She's lying, she has some narc traits.

Tryptamine said: 

She's lying, she has some narc traits.

 You have some sexy traits. We all have some traits of some things, but it doesn’t makes us fully that thing ;)

Dr. Winner said: 

I talk to everyone else a billion times more than that. I have a baby that sometimes reminds me of Jim, so I share that info. I’m not trying to ignore people or hate on them just because they did something to me. I’m trying to be at least acquaintances because you’re here when I’m here, on occasion. Ignoring people means they effect you. You have no effect on me, so I don’t have to go out of my way to ignore or hate on you. I had a realization one time about my baby’s name that wasn’t intentional, so I shared it. Those other messages are pieces together from different days. I’m not harassing you, I’m treating you like you exist as a person and you do. You want me to pretend you don’t exist? That’s work on my part. I’m not willing to do that. I’ll comment whenever I please and you can feel free to do the work of ignoring or blocking me. This is a YOU problem. I get drunk sometimes and have things I’d like to share. That’s what I do and what I’ve always done. I’ll continue being myself and enjoying my life as I see fit. We aren’t enemies. I don’t hate you. I’m not angry at you and I have a baby that sometimes makes me want to share interesting insights that happen to involve you because you are the sperm donor. Take a chill pill, you’ve moved on to better things. You’re married. Let the past be the past and enjoy your life without restricting yourself to hating me or that time of your life. It’s over. We can go back to normal now, except the interest in you part. Nothing’s wrong with talking to me on occasion. Just like I sometimes say things to you. I’m not trying to be involved or get you to be, I just talk to people on here and sometimes you’re here. I’m just another random person, so calm yourself and get over it. 

Dr. Winner said: 

Tryptamine said:

Whorechata said:

 

 I'm pretty sure tryp just wants to get his dick wet and does indeed tell people what they want to hear. 

I don't have to lie for that to happen.

 It’s true, I love this dude and when we’re together, it feels like it’s meant to be. He could tell me he hates me and I’d still give him what he wants. Right now we’re just hanging out and enjoying each other’s company. He’s a great guy and he’s smarter than even he is aware of. He doesn’t have to lie because he knows where I stand and why I like him. When we eventually part ways, stuff could fall apart, but for now, it’s magical and even if he is lying about how he feels, he still shows how he says he feels, so I’m happy with him and the way we are together. I don’t want to discuss our personal business in too much detail, but Trypt is more than just a sexually active guy who has a chick in his room. He’s very intelligent and has an adorable laugh and he looks super cute. He’s also nice and caring and has a cool family. I’ll spend time with a guy like that, even if he could never tell the truth. It wouldn’t go much further than hanging out, but I’d enjoy it while it lasted. 

Dr. Winner said: 

Whorechata said:

03:43 Whorechata: So you're going to Texas to get killed by kkk, CS?
03:43 Dr. Winner: I’m hoping that’s a real offer, so yeah.

 I’m over the anxiety that led to this decision and I think I can handle things better now. No matter how long the amazing time I’m having lasts, I’ll be happy that it happened because I don’t think Trypt has bad intentions because if he did, I’d be gone. He would kick me out because he enjoys being alone and I’m not the only one here. I have a baby who is annoying at times and he puts up with that too. He’s a great man and I’m 99.9999999999% sure I’m in love with him and 100% sure we are meant to be together, if even for a few weeks. I’m hoping for more time and maybe a forever thing, but logistics kill the percentage of hope I can have. I have more hope now, but that’s because we have worked so well together for over two weeks of nonstop contact and we still enjoy it. There must be something to it. We never get mad at each other or hurt each other in any way, even when either of us gets blackout drunk. We don’t say mean things to each other and we both clarify what we mean by what we say when we know it could be interpreted wrong, without the other having to ask. It’s a very healthy relationship, I use that term loosely. I’ve never experienced anything so fulfilling in my life. I feel safe and happy and complete. That’s all I’ve ever wanted was to feel safe and I’m just overwhelmed with feelings of love and trust and peace and excitement. That’s why I freaked out a bit when I had to ditch. How can you leave such a beautiful situation behind when it’s what you have always wanted and needed? I couldn’t deal with that question, so my answer was to die because then I wouldn’t have to deal with the feelings that come with leaving that behind. It turns out I have feelings after all and they scare me a bit. I have decided to be led by those feelings and see what happens. I might just be healed from this experience. It’s well worth the risk that he doesn’t feel how he acts or says he feels, but I honestly see that risk as about .01% because I knew we would be good together since the first time we talked in video chat. That was many years ago and we tried to meet up before now, but we are both stubborn, me more so than him, so when he wouldn’t be clear about what he was asking of me, I just gave up. Then we just kind of existed and finally he decided he wanted to meet and then tried to change his mind, then I went anyway and he decided to visit me and now he is able to see what I have known all along. We are suuuper compatible and it’s shockingly easy to be happy with him. Hopefully no one reads all of this... Kind of feel a bit naked. My feelings are showing :( Anyway, don’t hate the player, hate the game. Be happy that we are happy. Never give up finding the person for you, even if it could end up hurting you if it doesn’t work out. That takes true strength. 

Whorechata:
And she was begging us to get jim to contact her, she was drunk the entire time
She (CS) also admitted to watching infant cp with him

[discussion about Jim]
c4:
have u guys reported CS then too
cus if she's admitted to what u say on discord then thats just as bad

Whorechata:
Called cps
They're useless

Tryptamine:
Shes ordering us food chill
Shes actually not a bad mom
but she needs
Oops. Needs friends

Whorechata:
She's a bad mom
No amount of other people telling me she isn't is ever going to change my mind

Tryptamine:
I'm not telling u shit
shes not bad when she's sober

Turncoat:
How often is she sober?

Tryptamine:
well
not as often as she needs to be

Turncoat:
Pfff, damage control.

Whorechata:
She's barely sober
She was jealous that her kid was trying to get your attention
And that the baby was wanting attention in general, she somehow wants her to be a detached child

Tryptamine:
If you guys think im a drunk
you have no idea

Turncoat:
Wait she drinks more than you do?

Tryptamine:
yeah dude

Turncoat:
Holy shit what

Whorechata:
Then she's not a good mom

Tryptamine:
she's not a bad person really
she drinks a lot tho

Whorechata:
Bruh

Cavalier:
lol someone beating tryp at his own game

Tryptamine:
yeah man

Whorechata:
Shes literally a pedo that's tried to give tips on how to get a kid to like you
While also telling others they can got to a different country and flash cash

Tryptamine:
shes over that

Turncoat:
If she's drinking more than you do, with a kid, uh
I just, wow.

Whorechata:
A pedo doesn't get over their pedophilia urges
They can choose not to act on them, it doesn't stop them from being pedos
Especially one that used to watch CP

Tryptamine:
Well
she's very serious about God
thats her shit right now

Whorechata:
No.she isn't lmao

Tryptamine:
she is

Whorechata:
She tries to put herself on the same level as jesus christ

Tryptamine:
listen im the resident sociopath
I swear
It's ok

Whorechata:
Listen you're a drunk chaotic bear trying to keep his dick wet
You're biased
After you, she's gonna take her kid and visit the other pedo in texas
And she's gonna be drunk and that kid is going to be hurt

Tryptamine:
You can even ask her, fucking is not on my mind
I'm chillin

Judging by the "I need a gun" melodrama in chat, it sounds like it's over. 

If this is the case the kid really needs to be in the care of the family. This is some serious crack head shit.