I don't recall trying to mentor her. I did strongly advise she not go to Turkey though. I told her it would really suck. I never knew it would suck that bad. Her going there never upset me.
You were straight up giving her advice and tooting your horn, publicly, over how she's "going places" (conceptually not geographically) thanks to you, thanks to her being in your charge "improving her life" at your "guidance".
She had potential. She was in school studying to be a Lawyer which is better than most of you by a landslide. That's out the window though.
As she started sassing you and not listening to you however you dipped out of there, and judging from the way chat was going and how weird you got about CS's breast milk as the most awkward damage control ever after trying to let C4 know she "liked you first", that made it look like it really fell apart from how your dick wasn't invited to the sausage party.
I've been making breast milk jokes since Ellict was a member almost a decade ago lol. So of course if CS said she needs to pump milk I'll kill it.
Even in the text you posted CS said something along the lines of saying how I turned her down but she says "maybe" that was before she seen me. Nope.
True story. I'm not attracted to CS. Never was. I find it funny how people think so. Do you find her attractive ?
You were so proud, until she failed you, then you bailed out of there with tons of open bitterness towards her, towards Jim for how he could hit that but you never could (while probably shamed by C4 to the point of not making a hullaballoo), and from the looks of it your way of getting over it, much like your other blunders, you achieve by simply pretending towards yourself that it never happened.
"I don't recall" seems to be trending lately.
Bitterness ? Bruh. I'm not Aboutbarrel lol. Back then and even now I'd reckon Barrel was the best guy for her. Better than the other 4 guys for sure. It's a fact.
Spite was a fling doesn't want her,
c4 was a fling doesn't want her,
Jim fucked her up
Trypt is a jobless drunkard
Barrel.... Of the list "wanted her" and has his shit together, has money whatever.
Plain and simple. I told her she'd regret going to Turkey cause Jim is pretty dangerous. Now what do we see ? He beat her, held a knife to her throat, robbed her, drove her into debt, knocked her up and she "escaped" back home in shame. You don't exactly see me white knighting.
Woah woah woah
CS pushed and instigated for these fights because she likes being the victim, she has said many times she enjoys rape like situations and it's essentially her kink, idk about the knife bit but i do know she stabbed and went at him too. As far as driving her into debt- she was using school loans to travel and admitted as much herself.
Bro, rape and the fantasy of it are different. I like rape if it’s fake because I like the dude. Jim got fat, so I wasn’t attracted to him anymore and he was too needy. I told him no and that I was serious and fought him to make him get away and he literally to have sex with him when I wasn’t into it and was crying. Chill. I know what rape is and that was it. I never stabbed him, I did threaten him with a knife because he kept hitting me, but I only said I would cut him and didn’t and would never actually. I just wanted him to be afraid of me so he wouldn’t keep hitting me and kicking me in the face. As for the debt issue,
Just like you didn't punch C4 in the face?
I thought you guys got the knifes out for fun? I thought you've said repeatedly and many time on this forum you liked when your partner put you in your place, because they were teaching you something?
You've even said that you would have stayed with him but you only left because of the baby, so the beatdowns didn't seem to bother you too much and you're a violent person so I definitely believe you stabbed the dude, not saying jim isn't, but you seem to want to bring that out in other, c4 being a good example.
This is an interesting point as even though me and my russian twink ex were shitfaced drunk and screaming each other the farthest we got was pushing each other (then sex ensued lol). My theory is that this is a form of projective identification where one makes the other person violent and out of control, and project their own violent traits on the other person (the testicle stomping)
he used my credit cards to get cash and buy bitcoins. I got the cash back, but he didn’t give me the thousand of dollars in Bitcoins he took. He did ruin me financially, but it’s my fault. I didn’t tell the card companies it was not me who kept that money. I left it as a punishment for myself and because I didn’t want to relive that experience over the phone just to save money. I wanted to forget about it.
-he took money out of my cards to get bitcoins
-i got the cash back
-he ruined me financially
More like-
-i took out loans for school, used them to travel instead and give out money to others.
-didnt tell the the credit card company my card was stolen
-i didn't want to relive that experience even tho I constantly remind people i was raped and jim is a bad person for leaving me with a kid
tbh I had the money and I was heading for the airport making a run for it, then decided to turn the taxi around cuz I felt evil for leaving the baby, which is retarded as I had a knife pulled on me and asked if I wanted to die, just because I left and came back LOL. Can you blame me for not wanting to do anything with the kid and all now?
The money was initially given to me because I left for like 2 days, with conditions like anal and complete submission thrown into it, subtle threats of suicide etc, in order for me to return.
I am maintained no contact since March and I never reply / message but I get DMs like below and also the block button does not work lmao so I think im just gonna leave the site soon, or ask Tryp to help me be left alone.
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