Sociopath Community

Dexciple said: 

im glad im not arguing with either of you, id have given up by now.

Couldn't you just take a breather and come back to it later? It's not like it's chat. 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

You're making stuff up again TC.

I can see we've hit bedrock and that you aren't going to visit ideas that aren't preconstrued.

Those "ideas" are constructed TC.

You really have no idea like you think you do. Calling me names like creeper and cursing doesn't make shit better.

I didn't call you a creeper, I said you missed hints and ramped up the behavior as they tried to help you see it, and that as it went on you freaked out and continued to misunderstand the situation from being overstimulated. Following that's your constant rewriting of the narrative so that it's never your fault, inhibiting the potential for growth and change, for improvement. 

I was responding to something in your wall of drama. No they never tried to help me, if anything they tried to figure me out and eventually made up their minds. Why do you think they tried to help me ?

I can see that you want this really bad though. You should quit though, it doesn't make you look good at all.

For the umpteenth time, this isn't about image and I'm not trying to appeal to your logic of the pecking order, I'm pointing out said pecking order and otherwise narrating it's purpose for you. With one of the many examples I have of this from you, I asked of this one and you invited it's elaboration over it being sore still. 

The pecking order thing, you threw this at me a few times today, and your assumption is that I was furious or something over pecking order. I treated everyone good. Even the wraithful one, I never returned her rhetoric.

What makes you think I was upset about pecking order ?

Your fixation on image has been disappointingly telling, you can't seem to shake it, nor can you shake the projection of it towards your "enemies". Not everyone lives with this much concern over their presentation, this is more of a you thing (a narc thing). 

 Excuse me for defending my image, but you are spewing a lot of bullshit and still are without example.

- No TC, I do not come here to step on others.

- I do think I have better standards than some people here.

- I come here out of habit. There really is no one in particular here I'm trying to impress, I have contact with members I talk to.

- Yes I dislike pedophiles and race baiters

- No I do not waste time chasing after them trying to make the world a better place, nor do I vent to them or about them.

- Jim managed to wipe my server clean. I said nothing to him about it, though I did scold Koloss for being dumb. The server needed a good purge anyway. That's not why I dislike Jim the most. What does that tell you ?

- I hear your "ideas" and understand them. But they do not resonate with me. Your guesses or motivation to diagnose and label me.

Your argument is that I won't bother looking into what you have to say. I see it and responded. I gave you the truth and even insight to broaden your view, your argument goes along the line of "It doesn't seem so". Dude. I told you pages ago.

NewChallengeSeeker said: 

I feel like this is here to be an escape from real life, but all I’ve ever wanted is a supplement to real life, where I can figure myself out and apply it to real life so I can have a more fulfilling real life. I know most people wish this was real life, but I just want help with real life and to help others with real life. What is this place supposed to be for you? 

 i think we all are to some degree. i mean what if we meet up with the love of our lives and then he beats the living shit out of us and posts our sextapes online. what about our dignity, self respect??

natasha87 said: 

NewChallengeSeeker said: 

I feel like this is here to be an escape from real life, but all I’ve ever wanted is a supplement to real life, where I can figure myself out and apply it to real life so I can have a more fulfilling real life. I know most people wish this was real life, but I just want help with real life and to help others with real life. What is this place supposed to be for you? 

 i think we all are to some degree. i mean what if we meet up with the love of our lives and then he beats the living shit out of us and posts our sextapes online. what about our dignity, self respect??

 That's what I was getting at earlier.

Spatial Mind said: 

Turncoat said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

You're making stuff up again TC.

I can see we've hit bedrock and that you aren't going to visit ideas that aren't preconstrued.

Those "ideas" are constructed TC.

Bedrock, you're resorting to "No U" for your chronic table turning. 

You really have no idea like you think you do. Calling me names like creeper and cursing doesn't make shit better.

I didn't call you a creeper, I said you missed hints and ramped up the behavior as they tried to help you see it, and that as it went on you freaked out and continued to misunderstand the situation from being overstimulated. Following that's your constant rewriting of the narrative so that it's never your fault, inhibiting the potential for growth and change, for improvement. 

I was responding to something in your wall of drama. No they never tried to help me, if anything they tried to figure me out and eventually made up their minds. Why do you think they tried to help me?

They were a little too patient with you honestly. 

I can see that you want this really bad though. You should quit though, it doesn't make you look good at all.

For the umpteenth time, this isn't about image and I'm not trying to appeal to your logic of the pecking order, I'm pointing out said pecking order and otherwise narrating it's purpose for you. With one of the many examples I have of this from you, I asked of this one and you invited it's elaboration over it being sore still. 

The pecking order thing, you threw this at me a few times today, and your assumption is that I was furious or something over pecking order. I treated everyone good. Even the wraithful one, I never returned her rhetoric.

What makes you think I was upset about pecking order?

I didn't say you were upset about the pecking order, I said that you resort to it as part of your coping. 

Your fixation on image has been disappointingly telling, you can't seem to shake it, nor can you shake the projection of it towards your "enemies". Not everyone lives with this much concern over their presentation, this is more of a you thing (a narc thing). 

Excuse me for defending my image

I won't, because this isn't about image beyond how much you insist upon it. Stop resorting to it and trying to direct it there constantly when this is about your behavior, not your image. 

but you are spewing a lot of bullshit and still are without example.

What? I give you examples all the time, typically to see how you'll react to the knowledge each time. 

Even repeating the same examples still gets reactions. 

- No TC, I do not come here to step on others.

You come here because you view this forum as generally beneath you, which gives you the room to step on others where you otherwise feel too craven and cowardly to express yourself. 

We even have an example with you going at Jim within the same hour as you saying that you don't attack or call people out. You use your notion of "standards" to separate who you can and can't go for, and those you go for you use to outlet wounds over those you can't otherwise directly confront. 

- I do think I have better standards than some people here.

Irrelevant and I've explained why repeatedly. 

- I come here out of habit. There really is no one in particular here I'm trying to impress, I have contact with members I talk to.

Excuses. 

- Yes I dislike pedophiles and race baiters

Which is why you come here. 

You have also professed liking KKK people who are friendly with you, showing how your relations have nothing to do with substance, but rather with how much they stroke your ego. 

- No I do not waste time chasing after them trying to make the world a better place, nor do I vent to them or about them.

You use them as an enabler for your baser behaviors. From them being beneath you you're free to do more to them, as them being despicable to you means that they will remain beneath you even after your shameful behavior. 

- Jim managed to wipe my server clean. I said nothing to him about it, though I did scold Koloss for being dumb. The server needed a good purge anyway. That's not why I dislike Jim the most. What does that tell you ?

It tells me more that you'd post this like some sort of accolade. It means that the behavior wasn't natural, and that you held onto the internal conflict. 

It also shows me that you were likely too overstimulated by the event to confront him directly about it, so you stewed in private instead and later told yourself it was a good thing to nourish your wounded pride. 

- I hear your "ideas" and understand them. But they do not resonate with me. Your guesses or motivation to diagnose and label me.

No, you insist that you are the sort of person who understands things, and the idea that you don't understand much of it now is a reflection of what you can't or won't process. 

Your argument is that I won't bother looking into what you have to say. I see it and responded.

I see you looking at it, but I don't see you seeing it. When you try to mirror my message back at me it shows a bunch of dimensions missing. 

I gave you the truth and even insight to broaden your view, your argument goes along the line of "It doesn't seem so". Dude. I told you pages ago.

You're at this point just mirroring my appeal towards referencing pages ago a page ago, come up with your own material. 

Your version of the truth remains skewed, which is why I use your word to express how what you see is a construct rather than a broader truth.