Edvard said: 
PalePeach said:
Ive been in your shoes and you can reach out if you want help, i know it isnt easy, but you dont even have to DO anything. You stop. Stop putting that shit in your body.

I highly doubt you've gone through this stuff if this is how you behave. 

 As long as you are finding excuses for yourself, you will never get better. You should stop using insanity as an excuse. You should see it as an obstacle you have to surpass.

What would you recommend be done instead?