I wont lose him lol we both need eachother like oxygen I was just trying to figure out what I was doing wrong that was making him not want to work a better job but he legit just wants to spend more time with me and the job he works now he can practically choose his hours
he was scaring mee I thought he was depressed because he is so much calmer now than he used to be but he had like never really experienced a calm life before I think he is like really enjoying it where as I was getting anxious because im not used to not having the security of knowing for sure that everything I need is going to be paid for and I'm pretty dependent on him and I already lost half the money my mom was giving me because I stopped IOP since it was just making me mood swing and hate my family and I dont like feeling that way and I want to not have to depend on my mom anymore that would be ideal except for like medical expenses