got pulled over by a cop today. my license is suspended the address is wrong I have no insurance and plates are expired.
went to the beach yesterday and got shit in my eye. Hoping it’s not infected now.
my tooth is chipped.
I have a job interview tomorrow
and my psych appointment tomorrow to get medication refill.
👌
I hope I can move out soon tbh. If I get this job I’ll be able to.
i'm a fucking ding bat and double checked the interview schedule and realized it's scheduled for next week not today lmfao
good thing i checked.
my psychiatrist didn't show up to appointment lmfao how funny is that. these tele-health things have made that possible.
so yeah, she didn't show and my appointment got rescheduled for tomorrow.
another job opportunity i've been waiting on finally called my back and, we talked for a minute, they're sending over this online assessment thing but, she also said that she sent my resume to another office and she's looking to fill other positions than what i applied for so, i know how to take a hint. um. i've heard that lingo before and, when someone says, "you may be suited for one of our other positions" it's code for, "you didn't get the job" lol
no biggie, i have other opportunities on the horizon but. i'll fill out this assessment and give it a shot lol.
its a professional gig so, obviously it's highly competitive...
and i also have some contacts that will hire me in design but they said i just have to finish my degree so, thats always a back up down the pipe if nothing works out in the mean time.
was also thinking of getting my real estate license just to see if i can make some extra cash here and there. give it a shot. it's better than nothing. i have really great connections in that area, in the family so. it's not completely out of reach for me.
i've had to completely mentally switch gears, but it's honestly been a good thing.
because it's helped me to realize a path to achieve my ultimate goals and, the quarantine gave me time to just get my shit together.
if the vaccine is successful however i will switch back to health care.
I noticed an inconsistency in your journal. You jumped from 8/8/2020 right to 10/8/2020. Please tell us what you did on 9/8/2020
She probably blacked it out.
I noticed an inconsistency in your journal. You jumped from 8/8/2020 right to 10/8/2020. Please tell us what you did on 9/8/2020
I already mentioned it. On the post made on the tenth, I say, “I went to the beach yesterday”
I already mentioned it. On the post made on the tenth, I say, “I went to the beach yesterday”
Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn.
Just watched the movie 7500. It was actually pretty good it kept me entertained.
But unfortunately I’ve been having an allergic reaction I think like all day and it got worse when I tried to put something on it to help? So I had to take that off immediately
and now I’m just Using a cold compress on it for now hopefully it goes away on its own and I don’t have any serious problems from this
it’s on my neck is why it’s concerning. When I put the topical lotion on, it started feeling hardened and tight, and then got hot and I felt it burning and swelling a tiny bit.
So that’s why I rapidly started wiping all of the topical lotion off with cold water because I was concerned about anaphylaxis
I also noticed when I was wiping it off while looking at it, it appeared that, large white bumps started clustering up.
much larger than the bumps I had sort of under the skin that were previously there- which I was trying to treat with the lotion.
Much more prominent visibly noticeable like, welts? and yeah some minor swelling. It happened in maybe 15-30 seconds so it was a very fast immediate reaction is why it was concerning.
I’m just resting with the cold compress and that appears to of made all of it stop, I think.
Everything I mentioned did go away with the use of cold rags I just, I don’t know what’s going to happen from here honestly.
I might have to try a cold shower or topical Benadryl if anything persists tonight and obviously if that doesn’t work I think I might consider calling a doc.
*sigh*
hopefully this doesn’t get to that point
