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16:21:26Major Major said: 

Have you ever felt a genuine connection with anyone here, even for a brief moment?

 I've felt a genuine connection with the user AliceInWonderland on many occasions. 

Major Major said: 

Explain.

 She trusts me with her secrets and I trust her with mine. Also we touch each other's private parts :)

PalePeach said: 

Major Major said: 

Explain.

 She trusts me with her secrets and I trust her with mine. Also we touch each other's private parts :)

I could be touching your and Alice's private parts and I doubt we'd be any closer than we are now. I'm not really talking about that kind of connection....

I'm genuinely curious, how does it feel to connect when you connect with Alice? Do you genuinely feel closer to someone when they tell you their secrets? Is it a sense of familiarity, does it feel good, make you feel secure...?

I know this forum is pretty toxic and the people here will likely use your answer against you, but I'd genuinely like to know. I suspect I'm emotionally stunted, because I don't feel anything besides a sense of responsibility towards anyone.

I've noticed similarities in some patterns, does that count?

 My theory is that I've connected with some people when I was younger at such a deep level that everything seems shallow now. No matter how deep we go down the rabbit hole or how inside out I know the person, their fears, desires and ideals, I just can't "click" with them.

I used to have this Polish friend I knew for 15 years.. Now he's married and has a kid too. He was one of these fat guys who changed their body and outlook of life, thanks to me I guess. Anyway... A very deep, philosophical, interesting guy who had these naive beliefs about people and how the world should work. He knew every single thing about my life, my thoughts and fears until I got rid of him because I wanted to develop myself. Now he has a blonde bimbo wife and he posts lovey-dovey type <3 messages on facebook 24/7 no doubt to please his wife... He's actually nothing like that... I wonder how fucking miserable and depressed he must be behind that facade.

Anyway.. I'm going senile, I completely forgot where I was going with this story... Fuck it, I'll post it anyway.

user22212 said: 

I've noticed similarities in some patterns, does that count?

No it doesn't, genuine connections is what I'm asking. Some type of feeling must be involved.

Major Major said: 

 My theory is that I've connected with some people when I was younger at such a deep level that everything seems shallow now. No matter how deep we go down the rabbit hole or how inside out I know the person, their fears, desires and ideals, I just can't "click" with them.

I used to have this Polish friend I knew for 15 years.. Now he's married and has a kid too. He was one of these fat guys who changed their body and outlook of life, thanks to me I guess. Anyway... A very deep, philosophical, interesting guy who had these naive beliefs about people and how the world should work. He knew every single thing about my life, my thoughts and fears until I got rid of him because I wanted to develop myself. Now he has a blonde bimbo wife and he posts lovey-dovey type <3 messages on facebook 24/7 no doubt to please his wife... He's actually nothing like that... I wonder how fucking miserable and depressed he must be behind that facade.

Anyway.. I'm getting senile, I completely forgot where I was going with this story... Fuck it, I'll post it anyway.

 What a good friend you are, to help him turn his life around. I admire this selflessness of yours. It was a great favour you did to him to help him like that. Truly a saviour. You need to be appreciated, and I hope that friend of yours appreciates you because you certainly deserve it.

Haha, blonde bimbo wife that he simps for, haha so sad. Man, that's some pussy whipping right there, that's unfortunate. I sure hope your friend is not as miserable as you say he might be. But you know, sometimes you just have to look at the facts and draw logical conclusions, don't you? Yeah, the harsh truth beneath it all might not be pleasant, but you know, it is what it is.

Doubt you've been going senile, that's just not something that could happen to someone at your age and with your advanced mental capacity. I think you've simply had this story on the back of your mind for a reason or another and simply needed to explain it. Clearly you have a friend and you're not happy with the direction his life has gone in. That is a connection I suppose you know. But who knows maybe you're just illustrating that it's not a connection. Could be either way, or anything in between, it either is or isn't or it occupies a state inbetween.

user22212 said: 

I feel personally attacked by your intellect.

Cool story, bitch.

Major Major said: 

user22212 said: 

I feel personally attacked by your intellect.

Cool story, bitch.

 I see that you're feeling attacked and start projecting because of my lengthy exposition. I understand why that may be the case, and I completely agree that it's a genuine way to feel. I suggest you try to let go and live as it will not get any better in the future.

user22212 said: 

Major Major said: 

user22212 said: 

I feel personally attacked by your intellect.

Cool story, bitch.

I'm trying hard to be funny but I'm really not

I know you're back and all, but please tune down the retardness, I'm not in the mood.