Anyways yeah I’m just trying to figure this out. I wanna get to the bottom of it because I’m sick of my body not functioning right. So like, I’m gonna fuckin fix this shit lol
I started getting upset tonight because i was trying to clean up my room a bit, i[ve slowly but surely (i have to work really slow and careful because I’m like an elderly dying person lmao)
and i uh, moved the bathroom products in there and kinda organized it half way, i was gonna get back to like making it cute later (that was I yesterday) and that’s the most cleaning i could manage, physically, for the day.
And today i was like,
i was putting my makeup away, and, i couldn’t pick stuff up off the floor, and i couldn’t like lift my arm to move the products around or, stand up and sitting down like that whole thing was too hard, and then like, everything was hurting and my back my legs my wrists etc, my chest my neck. So like, i can’t even get make up- off of a desk, and put it into a drawer- in the desk, as I’m sitting in front of it.
And i started getting kind of upset about that but i was like maybe if i just drink a lot of water it’ll be better faster
so i was struggling to walk to the kitchen, and open and close a normal door, and I’m shuffling around like an old person hunched over in pain, unable to pick up my feet, and i couldn’t go to the bathroom for the nine millionth time in a row either- despite feeling like i needed to, and i felt bloated and sick from eating despite there being no gluten or dairy in it, and i literally slept all day despite trying my hardest not to, and i just started crying because like, i can’t even walk to my kitchen, to get a bottle of water. And i found myself wondering, how i was going to drink it, without a very long straw, because picking the bottle up and down while laying in the position thats comfortable for my back is difficult to manage for my shoulder issues (thjose hurt too) but my legs hurt so i can’t sit in any other position really, plus my arms and legs will fall asleep or my back will hurt if i lay any other way as well.
I have to remain in supine, like a hospital patient.
And ontop of that like, ... i had a bad night with my parents, two days in a row or, really all the time we have a turbulent house hold so, the stress of that is just emotionally getting to me as well- because my physical issues are coincided with the issues they were arguing about basically and, it’s just frustrating like,
being completely ridiculously physically fucked is causing my life problems.
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It was suggested I had an autoimmune disorder by a doctor but,Jesus Christ at least let Alice recover before you start skinwalking her.
06:21 PalePeach: I miss alice :(
06:38 Blanc: *pets*
06:39 Blanc: just think about what you will do when she wakes up
06:39 Blanc: or like stuff like that ya know plan for that and shiz
06:39 Blanc: and also rest yourself, this is stressful so u probably need ur rest
06:39 Blanc: i feel ur pain tho (hugs)
06:39 Blanc: :’(
06:54 Blanc: I can’t bend over
06:54 Blanc: and I’m weak
06:55 Blanc: and my back hurts and my leg hurts and my shoulders hurt
06:55 Blanc: and this is just mild compared to the bull shit i go through
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It was suggested I had an autoimmune disorder by a doctor but,Jesus Christ at least let Alice recover before you start skinwalking her.
06:21 PalePeach: I miss alice :(
06:38 Blanc: *pets*
06:39 Blanc: just think about what you will do when she wakes up
06:39 Blanc: or like stuff like that ya know plan for that and shiz
06:39 Blanc: and also rest yourself, this is stressful so u probably need ur rest
06:39 Blanc: i feel ur pain tho (hugs)
06:39 Blanc: :’(
06:54 Blanc: I can’t bend over
06:54 Blanc: and I’m weak
06:55 Blanc: and my back hurts and my leg hurts and my shoulders hurt
06:55 Blanc: and this is just mild compared to the bull shit i go through
Mary go to a real doctor instead of just complaining here all the time. No one here can help you. You've been complaining about this pain for over a year so either a) it isnt that bad if you wont pursue finding out whatever is causing it or b) you are making it up for attention as part of you "blanc" persona. Either way it is fucking annoying so shut the ever living fuck up and either figure out what the problem is or learn to deal with it. No one here fucking cares.
Sc is pretty boring.
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I mean its working, look at you all circling around her, trying to stop her from being annoying, trying to make her be more pleasant, giving her all this attention and supply in the process. She knows she is not interesting and funny enough on her own to be noticed so she does this. ıf you want her to stop just ignore her.
I mean its working, look at you all circling around her, trying to stop her from being annoying, trying to make her be more pleasant, giving her all this attention and supply in the process. She knows she is not interesting and funny enough on her own to be noticed so she does this. ıf you want her to stop just ignore her.
*is ignored for a year*
*gets told to fuck off*
"Look hurr durr it's working"
Sc is pretty boring.
I mean its working, look at you all circling around her, trying to stop her from being annoying, trying to make her be more pleasant, giving her all this attention and supply in the process. She knows she is not interesting and funny enough on her own to be noticed so she does this. ıf you want her to stop just ignore her.*is ignored for a year*
*gets told to fuck off*
"Look hurr durr it's working"
You tried to ignore the trolls 100 times already, you have proved yourself to be too sensitive and insecure to do it for sustained times. Just accept urself as u are, we like you cute and soft peach.