for Feathers or anyone who wants to read it, you don't have to read it so if you're not interested in Christianity then just ignore
If God was a benevolent god, and wanted us to have the free will to choose him..........
Why would he allow sin to be attractive to us? To feel good? To be interesting to us and pleasurable for us and often times rewarded and only occasionally have negative consequences?
Why would he not just make this life completely miserable and hell-like, and give us a chance to cry out for him? or at the very least, make sinning consistently have immediate horrible consequences, so that we would free will choose every time to avoid sinning? and on that line of reasoning once we make the conscious choice to want to stop sinning, why wouldnt he immediately bring us to heaven to be with him right then as soon as we made that choice?
If there will be nothing pleasurable after we die if we never consciously choose to stop sinning, if we are sent to hell, why create us to feel pleasure from and be rewarded for sinning in this life?
Why does there need to be an intermediary life between hell and how is creating sin to feel pleasurable and rewarding in this life, fair and moral and just? Benevolent?
And to really hit home the point, put yourself in the perspective of a father/mother, if you knew your child whom you loved very much would die and be sent to hell if he or she disobeyed you
Would you set up a scenario where disobeying you felt good and pleasurable and was often times rewarded, so that they would feel encouraged to disobey you and die?
Or would you set up a scenario where disobeying you feels completely painful, just like what an eternity in hell would be like, and then tell them all you have to do is cry out for you to save them and they would instantly be saved and with you in heaven forever?
As an all powerful, all knowing, and righteously benevolent and loving creator who saw human beings as your children whom you loved, but you wanted them to have free will to choose you after knowing what life without you would feel like.......which scenario would you set up?
and please don't default to "God works in mysterious ways, his ways are not our ways, we are not capable of understanding what righteousness and good are"
Well first of all, the whole point of eating from the Tree of the knowledge of good and evil was so that we would have the knowledge of good and evil, right?
How would I be able to choose "righteousness" if I as a human being didn't have the capacity to understand right from wrong, and good from evil? Isnt that the entire point? To instill in us a "holy spirit" and "discernment" to know what is good and what is evil?
Now out of the 2 scenarios I gave you the choice of, which one is the good one, and which one makes no logical sense and is evil?
ALSO: In the bible it says God created everything, Including Satan and evil, and allows Satan and evil, and has even promoted and forced evil such as hardening pharaohs heart etc etc.
This is the ultimate thing that I do not understand about Christianity. This entire post I have just written out.
If you are able to give me an answer that makes sense, not excluding any of what I wrote out, then I would be open to reconsidering Christianity.
Creating us human beings to be helplessly slaves to our own sinful nature, to the point where even giving your life to Jesus and being "filled with the holy spirit" doesnt allow you to stop sinning, but only helps you sin "less", doesn't make sense to me.
As a parent, if I had complete control over my child and I wanted them to use their free will to obey me so that they didn't go to hell, I would let them sin one time, let that sin feel horrible and negative, not pleasurable at all (why would I create and let something feel temporarily pleasurable that would lead to permanent torture?) and then cry out to me to save them, and I would and then I would have them permanently in heaven with me after that.
Especially, If I hated sin, I would not let my children keep sinning even though they made the conscious choice to want to stop. I would immediately take them to heaven to be with me, not leave them on earth to keep sinning over and over again even though they dont want to but can't control it like what the fuck.
This is me using my human ability to know good from evil that according to the Bible every human being has, and discernment.