I’ve been filming the experience somewhat. I probably should pick up the camera more often but, I’ve just been catching the funny moments when I can.
showing the odd, eccentric family I have and the comedic way they respond to these unusual changes in environment, circumstances, etc.
It really is comedy gold so, I should document more of it.
I wish I could of documented the day the stock market crashed (the really bad oil day when it plummeted and they were talking about Saudi Arabia and Russia on the news)
my parents were in a hysterical frenzy that day. It was hilarious. but after a few hours of it I couldn’t take the arguing anymore and had to go home to get some peace.
luckily they argue on a daily basis and scream at the tv, every morning usually now. And especially around 4:30 when the president comes on to speak.
then we get a little break (sort of) and then once it’s time for dinner the antics really start.
I wake up to them arguing and slamming doors in the morning, or my mom screaming on the phone (she talks really loud)
and while all of it is hilarious, and I’m trying to form a sort of, comedic spin tv series on it, only catching the funny parts- there are times where this is all more terrifying and sad, than funny.
my only goal here is simply documenting the human raw experience, and making light of a situation that, generally is scary.
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on a sadder note all fun and games and antics aside- my friend in Italy passed away of CV yesterday morning. Which is why I hadn’t been posting much.
I was in a bit of a depressed shock state. Sort of waving through the days in a fog. Disoriented. She’ll shocked. That and everything else going on, I got a little overwhelmed and started having a panic attack.
and then I cried through all of last night in bed, waking up, crying and then falling back asleep. Because I kept waking up over and over again to sort of like, “what’s happening?” Oh yeah... corona virus... oh yeah... Enya died :( ... and I just felt incredibly sad for enya and hopeless about everything.
He was a young, extremely healthy man. He lived in competition rural vineyard in Italy. It’s very difficult to get to a main city where there is public gatherings markets etc from where he was. And there were no other houses around him. He did have exposure to other people obviously before the lockdown though, and he passed away in his home of the corona virus yesterday morning.
I wanted to update but I just didn’t even know how to say those words at first.
*pours one out for enya*
may he Rest In Peace.
and everyone else who is affected by this.
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i don’t know what else to say. Just keeping stress down by enjoying minimal distractions and, resting a lot.
my family is prepared more than prepared can be. My family is also making contributions to fighting the spread of the virus with their companies. They have shifted from manufacturing their usual stuff to supplying crucial medical supplies.
so majority of the day does consist of, phone calls about those items. People harassing us for, hand sanitizer and, UV lights. With responses like, “we already sold the last ones to this hospital, but more will be coming.”
when? No one knows.
at this point, I can’t even order a bag of cookies and know when it’s going to get here or if it even will.
It’s a lot of mayhem. People are angry, about the financial situation as well. Arguing about the economy and saying we all need to get back to work.
And I just simply said, “maybe we might have to fathom new ways of doing things for a while.”
Financial experts are screaming, get back to work! But scientists are screaming, stay inside.
I will always favor the side of health care experts personally, but I think it is possible for us to find a happy medium where we can support each other equally.
I’ll just be glad to make it out of this without having contracted CV.