"its all in the name of the nations progression, its for the common good. we need an ethno-state to preserve our genetic superiority"
um that sounds more like a nazi phrase than it does a communist one. unless you are apart of the NAZBOL GANG (which is still fascist)
You must fix your own household before you chastise others for the disorder of their households
The hate you feel is stemming from you. If you were to let it go towards yourself, you could look it in the eye, face it, and grow from it. Once you're done growing from it, the tension will either be gone or replaced with something else entirely, and then that formerly wasted energy can then be used more efficiently towards the things that actually matter.
As long as you send it towards others instead, you will remain as you are now. This is merely a baseless outlet that otherwise stunts your development.
I don't feel any hate towards myself, I have self-criticisms that I am working towards improving on, but I don't know what kind of hate you mean is supposed to be going towards myself, like.... what?
I mean, my criticisms are that I should be reading and studying more. I don't believe I am working on my cardio enough, and I could certainly drink more water. Of course, I am making progress, but I just feel like I should do more, it's my continuous path towards perfection.
also tc fucking respond to my dm or im bringing it HERE