lol hm. good question
Yeah I get that, enlightenment is what I was talking about when I was saying it all comes together in pieces
I’m not stupid for saying that I was trying to be nice and reassure you and extend understanding for what you’re going through... :/
but yeah like when you first start experiencing enlightenment it feels like you couldn’t possibly need to know more but there is more to come, it might be happening at a more accelerated rate for you because of your mode of treatment is designed to do that. It falls under accelerated resolution therapy.
As I said, depression implies caring.
My point is that it doesn't.
Sadness does.
Whereas now, in general I'm just like "wow that person is so stupid and misinformed, how pathetic and worthless of a living breathing entity I am def not wasting my time on that idiot" if I even think anything at all
So basically you plug your ears with your fingers and say "Lalalalala I'm not listening to you lalalalala"?
It feels like ive reached a state of enlightenment where I see from a higher more informed perspective than most people
Sounds more like a narcissistic wounding compensating over itself.
Have you not noticed how narcs inflate to bigger proportions when they feel challenged, eventually to delusional degrees once they've been bested?
I'm like, the worst Shaman/Witch Lol
I have all this knowledge and understanding but dont share it with them and just laugh at them struggling and suffering lol, deep in their egos and the dramatic stories they tell themselves
But you're still a novice, one who disagrees with most of their practices.
As I said long before, you ought to just make up your own titles at this point.
And I don't use it to help myself because I like being in between worlds and dead inside and sinking deeper into death and my soon to be freedom. It doesnt matter if I die soon although I want to, Im letting it happen naturally so I can learn everything there is left to learn before its my time
Yet more proof that you want to feel in control.
"I like feeling like crap, it's just material anyway!"
For real, in summation to the general message:
Why do you assume you're always the master of everything you do? How are you supposed to learn anything if you keep assuming by default you're already done with it?
It feels like ive reached a state of enlightenment where I see from a higher more informed perspective than most people
Sounds more like a narcissistic wounding compensating over itself.
Have you not noticed how narcs inflate to bigger proportions when they feel challenged, eventually to delusional degrees once they've been bested?
I called her a retard as a serious thing (not an insult) doc says she is a retard.
I bully her often, and she claims nobody here trolls her or anything.
She's delusional.
LOL Cain was like begging for me to like him until I called him a midget. Just another example
And Cain is retarded, a retarded midget. I am not, and no doctor has or would ever label me that lol nothing it says applies to me and just shows as a projection of the midgets identity instead