depression implies caring, so nope that isnt it either,
Being sad is not the same thing as depression.
depression implies caring, so nope that isnt it either,
Being sad is not the same thing as depression.
I'm not saying I don't have depression, ive had it on and off since I was 14. but it has nothing to do with SC, and it's not the cause of the apathy towards it because I am very interested in all my other current hobbies
If depression was the reason I would be "apathetic (not truly, but the depression related type of apathy that usually coincides with it)" towards all my other current hobbies
Let's see if I cam describe it. In the past, there were quite a few people and "triggers" that would que up a firey emotionally charged urge to comment something or other
Whereas now, in general I'm just like "wow that person is so stupid and misinformed, how pathetic and worthless of a living breathing entity I am def not wasting my time on that idiot" if I even think anything at all
No more fear of death, knowing there's an afterlife, knowing that every single human being is technically "crazy"(in darkness, dualistic minded, survival orientated) just......dumb sacks of flesh. And it's funny but like, lowers my iq to try to relate to idiots who havent experienced being beyond that in their spirit form