look at how many suffering people there are in the world, there is obviously not too much natural selection going on lmao
Hate having to be human so much that want to punish self for allowing it to happen.
So I take it you aren't learning anything from your human incarnation this time around?
instead of just killing self. used to tell self that self was scared of death but nah, truthfully want to punish self. Truth Wednesday. Believes (for many reasons, will not go into them all) that chose to incarnate into this specific life before incarnating rather than "it happened without my consciousness having any control over it". Am very mad at consciousness for thinking it was okay to do this to me
It's a shame that your need to feel in control is this strong.
Why do you need to see it as if everything you did was a conscious, purposeful thing? What makes something happening outside of your control so scary, even to the point of self-blaming and shit?
Soul wants self to live out full lifetime and experience all suffering. when get back to spirit realm it will feel like only a brief second of being gone but will have access to the entirity of life memories and much more information that will be very valuable to soul
Why does it have to be your own fault?
Ok punish yourself and move along, natural selection.
I'm still alive tho, how is that natural selection
yet another reason why I am not a Darwinist, besides all the gaps in the theory they expect to be filled by materialist explanations
What spiritual things are lacking from Darwin's Laws?
Hate having to be human so much that want to punish self for allowing it to happen.
So I take it you aren't learning anything from your human incarnation this time around?
instead of just killing self. used to tell self that self was scared of death but nah, truthfully want to punish self. Truth Wednesday. Believes (for many reasons, will not go into them all) that chose to incarnate into this specific life before incarnating rather than "it happened without my consciousness having any control over it". Am very mad at consciousness for thinking it was okay to do this to me
It's a shame that your need to feel in control is this strong.
Why do you need to see it as if everything you did was a conscious, purposeful thing? What makes something happening outside of your control so scary, even to the point of self-blaming and shit?Soul wants self to live out full lifetime and experience all suffering. when get back to spirit realm it will feel like only a brief second of being gone but will have access to the entirity of life memories and much more information that will be very valuable to soul
Why does it have to be your own fault?
It has nothing to do with "want", need or control, I've experienced the truth so undeniably that it cant be refuted
Hate having to be human so much that want to punish self for allowing it to happen.
So I take it you aren't learning anything from your human incarnation this time around?
instead of just killing self. used to tell self that self was scared of death but nah, truthfully want to punish self. Truth Wednesday. Believes (for many reasons, will not go into them all) that chose to incarnate into this specific life before incarnating rather than "it happened without my consciousness having any control over it". Am very mad at consciousness for thinking it was okay to do this to me
It's a shame that your need to feel in control is this strong.
Why do you need to see it as if everything you did was a conscious, purposeful thing? What makes something happening outside of your control so scary, even to the point of self-blaming and shit?Soul wants self to live out full lifetime and experience all suffering. when get back to spirit realm it will feel like only a brief second of being gone but will have access to the entirity of life memories and much more information that will be very valuable to soul
Why does it have to be your own fault?
It has nothing to do with "want", need or control, I've experienced the truth so undeniably that it cant be refuted
You just expressed how you were mad at yourself for choosing to incarnate as a person.
Like i said, I know firsthand from personal experience so it doesn't really matter what science currently hypothesizes about it
So... basically just more of your refusal to do real research?
Like i said, I know firsthand from personal experience so it doesn't really matter what science currently hypothesizes about it
So... basically just more of your refusal to do real research?
There is no point in researching opinions less intelligent than my own, when it comes to the things I am intelligent on others opinions do not matter
When it comes to the things I do not know the answer to, that is when research and others more knowledgable on the subject opinions becomes needed
Like i said, I know firsthand from personal experience so it doesn't really matter what science currently hypothesizes about it
So... basically just more of your refusal to do real research?
There is no point in researching opinions less intelligent than my own, when it comes to the things I am intelligent on others opinions dont matter
Why though? I see value in looking into things I might not necessarily believe. It helps broaden my sights and see what things within those paths cross into my own.
It sounds like at this point that you just want to avoid looking into other, more fleshed out perspectives so that your need to feel like a know-it-all won't be extinguished.
You really ought not be so opposed to other opinions, otherwise you'll never truly have tested your own.
When it comes to the things I do not know the answer to, that is when research becomes needed
How do you know you know THE answer instead of merely AN answer?
Hate having to be human so much that want to punish self for allowing it to happen.
So I take it you aren't learning anything from your human incarnation this time around?
instead of just killing self. used to tell self that self was scared of death but nah, truthfully want to punish self. Truth Wednesday. Believes (for many reasons, will not go into them all) that chose to incarnate into this specific life before incarnating rather than "it happened without my consciousness having any control over it". Am very mad at consciousness for thinking it was okay to do this to me
It's a shame that your need to feel in control is this strong.
Why do you need to see it as if everything you did was a conscious, purposeful thing? What makes something happening outside of your control so scary, even to the point of self-blaming and shit?Soul wants self to live out full lifetime and experience all suffering. when get back to spirit realm it will feel like only a brief second of being gone but will have access to the entirity of life memories and much more information that will be very valuable to soul
Why does it have to be your own fault?
It has nothing to do with "want", need or control, I've experienced the truth so undeniably that it cant be refuted
You just expressed how you were mad at yourself for choosing to incarnate as a person.
No, i am both understanding and mad. You seem to be very limited in your capacity to have multiple emotions and opinions at a time. Interesting. How unfortunate to be so limited