I know he's a psychopath, but he got dealt a bad hand too. His life makes me sad.
I always find serial killers interesting. It's a strange thing. I don't view myself as becoming one, or the characteristics of one, but I do think there's some connection. Still though, if down to it, I'd execute them all. Though the psychology of them is intriguing. I recommend MINDHUNTER, it's a pretty good watch on Netflix.
I always find serial killers interesting. It's a strange thing. I don't view myself as becoming one, or the characteristics of one, but I do think there's some connection. Still though, if down to it, I'd execute them all. Though the psychology of them is intriguing. I recommend MINDHUNTER, it's a pretty good watch on Netflix.
You're one good mindfuck away from clarity.
I always find serial killers interesting. It's a strange thing. I don't view myself as becoming one, or the characteristics of one, but I do think there's some connection. Still though, if down to it, I'd execute them all. Though the psychology of them is intriguing. I recommend MINDHUNTER, it's a pretty good watch on Netflix.
You're one good mindfuck away from clarity.
What's that supposed to mean?
I always find serial killers interesting. It's a strange thing. I don't view myself as becoming one, or the characteristics of one, but I do think there's some connection. Still though, if down to it, I'd execute them all. Though the psychology of them is intriguing. I recommend MINDHUNTER, it's a pretty good watch on Netflix.
You're one good mindfuck away from clarity.
What's that supposed to mean?
You strike me as one who needs to be broken down to see what you're really working with.
I always find serial killers interesting. It's a strange thing. I don't view myself as becoming one, or the characteristics of one, but I do think there's some connection. Still though, if down to it, I'd execute them all. Though the psychology of them is intriguing. I recommend MINDHUNTER, it's a pretty good watch on Netflix.
You're one good mindfuck away from clarity.
What's that supposed to mean?
You strike me as one who needs to be broken down to see what you're really working with.
Well, I try to analyze myself and all the components, since I do notice that I have for lack of a better term compartmentalized behaviors. Though, I do agree it's impossible to entirely analyze yourself without the help of and outside looker.
I have theories about what I could be facing, but they are just merely theories. For example, I have a theory that I could sub-consciously be going through a breakdown, and I could be depressed and such, but because of my mental breakdowns of the past which induced periods of apathy. That is possibly what I could just be experiencing, except for over a year. Even though, in my mind how I view myself. I don't see myself as depressed, or suicidal because of depression. I only view myself suicidal in the sense of ready to die for the ends. A martyr.
You're description of me being a short-circuiting robot I found interesting.
I could breakdown again, I don't know if I will but I could I suppose?
I mean currently, I've been helping some depressed people and trying to motivate people. I am in a snapchat group with some other poolees (the term for those in the delayed entry program entering the military) and I was surprised to see most of them are depressed and entering, and I've been like the motivator and happy person. Admittedly, I counsel them to test how good I am with people and interactions as like a tiny experiment. Since in the past I've seem to be good, but I can't really prove that to you, so that's just an anecdote. One of them I admittedly find myself wanting to date for sex, as degenerate as a thought that is for me, I still wouldn't let it interfere with my vision, and if I had to kill her for my goals, I would without hesitation. Not to say she would become some enemy, I'm merely stating if such a case somehow came into being.
You're pure construct. Do you even know who the person underneath the ideals even is?
As in who I am if we were to subtract the ideals? I wouldn't know how to necessarily define that. I guess the closest you could get to normal is a part of me that would love to have a wife and daughter to love for and care for. But even then, that's just a one compartment of various different components.
Perhaps I just live and breathe my ideology to a point where I've become quasi-religious nut. I still plan to expand my knowledge and my dream is to become a polymath.