when you do a ritual for example
I'd need an example of your understanding of a proper ritual.
, and you feel intense energy around you that youve never felt before and is definitely coming from something outside of yourself.......this is one way to know that what you are doing is working.
I'm not saying you always feel powerful energies but I am very emotionally sensitive and it is one of the ways I happen to be most psychic. clarsentient
There's other explanations for it though, reasonable ones even. How do you rule those out?
We're both literally disordered shut ins, we can't be taking ourselves as reliable narrators, not on our own. There needs to be more than our own account behind it, and at the very least some research on it's history can give it an air of legitimacy that goes beyond us.
also visible tangible results afterwards
Like what?
, that you can keep track in a journal if you want or locked away in your memories.
...it's not really visible if it's locked in your head...
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