nothing you are saying is connecting with my reality Turncoat, you are just way off base with what I'm experiencing in my own life so im going to end the conversation
not to mention I dont consider you intelligent or open-minded enough to be able to grasp anything even close to what my experiences are like in my own life, even if I spent hours and hours trying to teach you the secrets of the universe or paint you pictures of what looking out of my eyes, or the eyes of anyone spiritual or new age-y or wiccaan or satanist is like. guaruntee it would blow your tiny little mind tho, if you could actually see whats up lol
I'm not one to pretend I know what's going on just for the sake of my own personal comforts, it's weak. This know-it-all attitude as a novice isn't really you keeping an open mind... but rather a closed off one. "How can you fill your cup if it's already full?".
Anyone of any walk of life ought to practice some level of self doubt, otherwise you can find yourself no different than an asylum babbler going on about their reality.