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While I ignore the morals of others, I follow my own morality as if it were carved in stone.

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I don't know who this alter ego in my head is, but it terrifies me when it blindsides my morals with sharp, contradictory temptations.

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I've had certain morals embedded in me since I was a child, not by my parents, but by my own choosing.

I've been described as chivalrous and follow a strict code similar to bushido.

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I can already feel my morality tugging on the leash.

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I live by a simple, but strong moral code. Ubermensch

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I still feel that way at times and realize the only reason I'm moral is because I can't help but see my mother who was taken advantage of in people.

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Since I've been on this forum I've both seen as well as even received heavy criticism over having a decently structured, moral code.

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I value the laws I set for myself, although they are generally viewed as morally righteous by most I wouldn't think twice about committing crimes if I could justify it to myself. I appreciate and have a high respect for order, taking it upon myself sometimes to enforce my standards onto others all the meanwhile being okay under another's rule if I saw it as similar/superior to my own moral code.

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Really did a 180 on my moral code.

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Maybe a bit because some of it fits within my morals.

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It's something that's been a part of my moral code for sometime now as well as it's something I pride myself on.

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I dont focus on the morals of others, they're all petty and self centered at their root. 

But, I noticed my behavior follows some of the tenets in Bushido as well.

 

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I've been described as chivalrous and follow a strict code similar to bushido.

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But, I noticed my behavior follows some of the tenets in Bushido as well.

 

So... he's somewhere between these three images, like some sort of... steampunk era bushido bird? 

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Perhaps Systematic, you are familiar with Ashida Kim?

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If he's not, he will probably be quoting him by tomorrow... with just as little insight as he had yesterday...

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I could agree with the NPD, but I feel as though I'm nothing like those insecure things. I'm definitely narcissistic,  but it didn't come along as a defensive response to any insecurities.  Instead it came from repeated success at the highest level.

If I truly want something,  I will have it. Hell, even she, my woman of intrest is no exception to this rule. Basically,  is it narcissism if you really aren't insecure?

The logic in my stalking comes from me being her best choice in a relationship. Like I said before I'm physically,  mentally and financially stronger than any of the men she thought of dating. You see, it's all built off of her irrationality. I am the best option for her, she just can't see it or chooses not to out of doubt.

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I strongly believe I am her best choice.

So you see, it's not the idea that I could be her best option,  but the fact that I am.

My wealth, aesthetic, physical and mental superiority are just bonuses to a already proven, emotional connection we share.

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I've never failed anything. 

I'm in the Marine Corps, have been for just short of a year now. 

I wouldn't make such accusations without prior knowledge.

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I saw myself as her match simply because I rose above my peers in every category. We were at one point best friends, who else could possibly understand and care for her the way I could?

I am ashamed that it has taken this long.

When she dated other men, it didn't bother me. I knew they were temporary, just a changing of the seasons. Their existence to her would be momentary while I remained, standing the test of time.

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Besides, half of the fun comes from my target being hard to get and having as many prerequisites as I do. There is no fun when you just cut to the chase. As for my next target, well this one isn't my first. This has been most challenging out 3.

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I've never failed anything. 

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I hate social media, but Facebook is the best and easiest way to stalk someone.

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"How's the stalker adventure going? Has she ditched you yet?"
Its going good. im in the process of isolationg her from friends. 

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I don't stalk boring people.

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At best you had a pair of rejected stalkers. Which are seen by the stalking community as low lifes and peasants.

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I also found a community of stalkers here

Oh my. 

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That's completely different from my scenario. I'm not afraid of commitment. I signed my life to my country for the next 6 years as an infantryman. I've actively stalked a woman for almost 6 calenders.

My whole life has been about challenge, it's always about pushing my own limits and going beyond what others thought as impassable, just to prove it to myself. It's only know that i realize that I'm drawn to challenge because I've become surrounded by it my entire life. I've always hated complacency and I've always craved achievement.

Stalking someone for six years is an achievement...

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I wanted to take her since she wasn't giving herself away. Thought about raping, kidnapping and killing her often.

Occasionally, the impulses would slip past me and some incident of anonymous violence would come upon the men she formerly dated but other than that I was fine.

I remember once I got drunk, I planned to break into her house but instead just sat on her neighbor's roof and watched her through her window. Too bad she was sleeping like an angel.

Wtf...

 

Posted in "Ideal sexual experience for you?":

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Me, taking the woman I stalked on a hike through the Alaskan woods. Through the 4 hour walk we are completely isolated and alone, sharing each others thoughts. As it gets dark, we head up this large hill, which drops down into a gulch giving us a full view of a lake and local wildlife. I lay down my coat, we both rest our heads on it as I reveal to her for the first time my obsession with her and the depth of it. She, shocked but empathetic apologizes for the years soon after we break into passionate sex underneath the northern lights.

No condom, dont even think I'd not pull out. The day after pill is 40$, that moment, priceless.

 Syst's ideal sex would entail his victim apologizing to him for all the years of stalking...

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 I don't believe it's just my head being off that caused me being a stalker. I believe if anyone was set up in my shoes, it would do worse if not the same.

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I'm tired of this stalker business anyways, it's starting to envelope my personality. I'm so much more than that. 

I don't know about that... I'm only two pages in to the seven pages of search results for your posts containing the word "stalk"...

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