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You implied I chased for ego like a fatty chases food or smth. It's not the first time someone describes or resume relations here to ego related stuff, even if you meant only Xena got the ego boost. It's as if this reduction to ego matters is all you're capable of understanding.

I see no proof of Xena being that ego boosted by me, no arrogance leaks around it. Are you sure it's not all in your head? You only assume.

Don't try to downplay your interaction with Xena. I know you're not one of the biggest Xena harassers but hell you alone have spent way more words and posts attacking her than I have defending her against all of you.

We all come here for the entertainment, so I'm not judging you for it. You implied the Xena harassment is one of your best highlights. I'm judging you for that. I find all your idea of entertainment to be very relevant to your character.

You went on to make a short description of how you think I see you. I've already made a straightforward lengthy post about it in that voice thread, so no, I'm not just narrowing you to racist video game player loser whimp. Don't simplify my words to make me seem simple.

That thread where I said you kept defending yourself...Reread it. You were defending yourself against not continuing the politics conversation, repeatedly claiming that I was stupid and you didn't care, instead of simply not discussing it. It was hilarious.

You've said plenty of things that show you are a fantasist. You say you'd shoot a family of muslims on the street and bash the head of their 4yo child because islam is a violent religion (lmao) and you feel threatened by them. But you also said that in real life you wouldn't even throw a punch at someone calling you a pedophile and harassing you. This sort of things reveal a massive disruption between fantasy and reality in your case. Talking to you last time in chat, with you saying how much you'd want to do syrian genocide and bash toddler heads blah blah, was like talking to TK. It's only now that I make the connection, that both you and TK are schizoids.

If you care about me believing "you know a lot about many topics"... Just saying it doesn't accomplish much. Odd thing is, I'm sure you're very knowledgeable at least in some areas and I don't think you're stupid at all.

Why do you think Sugar keeps bringing me into these fights, intentionally trying to mess up my relations with females here though? It happened with Rass (edit: and Pray) too.

You all overestimate and blow out of proportion my relations and interest with women here. This is a forum and I take it as such. I make it clear I don't plan to meet or take things seriously with them. I don't even sex chat or get sexual in ways most here do. Why is this such a big deal that threads about it get filled so fast.

It's a pattern with Sugar. She attacks women here a lot in this Queen Bee behavior. I don't think I am even at the center of it, but a big part that keeps getting caught in the middle.

She's had fights with Rass, Xena, Pray, Piles, Raven, Angee, Primal, Alena, Missy, Daniella, Nini too at some point, TK, Crow, Wooster. I am surely forgetting some. Almost all relevant females around here are or have been targets at some point, and I did notice that the ones closer to me at a time are more targeted. I know, because I have had disagreements with Sugar during those times in private, about it.

Alena, Ana and you, who settled to be her favorites, tend to be strongly on the submissive/chill side.

He?

Sugar is just desperate to be big here because IRL she fails to be anything xd

I implied that you are a chubby chaser... which is not a food chaser. I made a punny connection that might be wrong, because i think its funny.
Chubby chasers chase fat people and want to feed them food. You chase Xena and feed her ego, as if she is a fat ego maniac and you like to feed her.

There is proof of that Xena is ego boosted by you, because she acts differently only to you. She doesn't seem to mention anyone else in a good light, at least not in the posts i have read, which i started reading only as of late(but i follow her around, right).

So i have made long posts to xena == following her? I am not downplaying my interaction, i am saying i do not follow her.

Of course harassing Xena is one of the main entertainments here, it wasn't before, but nothing else is fun here atm. And i think Xena is a piece of shit, so she doesn't matter. You can judge me all you want. She is also easy, because she doesn't make sense(easy to mess with) and always responds, and responds a great deal too. I have always said how i treat people like that, so i do not think this is news.

I do not know about a post in a voice thread? The thread about talking? I remember a post in some thread where people describe each other. I do feel like my previous post sounded too harsh. I do not feel negatively strongly at you, but i do think you posses those qualities i mentioned earlier. I am also arrogant, stupid and mildly(could be argued) aggressive. But i am definitely not closed minded. You have other qualities too, this was not your full description. I do not think i can make a full description.

I am not rereading that thread... because i do not care lol. I didn't defend my opinion on that political thing, or whatever it was. I defended my opinion about not defending my opinion. And the argument was that i was not defending my opinion on that political thing, or something. I do not even remember the details, all i know is that you missed the context of the conversation, thought i still think it was intentional. I said you are stupid, because me not caring doesn't mean i wont say anything, but it also doesn't mean i will. It means i might do either, because i wont care of the outcome of either. So i will just do whatever feels like at the very second. And i will not give a fuck about the consequences. Maybe i do not understand you.

"A fantasist", lol. What the fuck does that mean? That i can imagine things? Lol. Actually, what i said is, thats what i want to do. And i would try to do it, if it was acceptable. But i like other people, who do not like me doing that and i also like to be free. So i wouldn't actually do it, or even try to. And if there is one truth, in anything we have discussed for the last few months, it is that Islam is a violent religion. It is the most violent one, its essence, idea, everything, is violence. Its the most violent things that i have seen, as an ideology.
I do not think for a fact that i can carry out the things i want to do. But i know for a fact that i want to do them and i would try, if i was in the right situation. I do not know how i would feel about it after that. I have expectations, but i do not know for sure. Also, you have to realize, i love to talk exaggerated violent bullshit, its fun, i try not to, when talking with you, because you will take it literary, but when i am just shitposting, its exaggerated. Like when someone comes in chat and has a problem with people, i tell them to kill that person. If they do, i would actually find it hilarious, but i do not expect that and i honestly do not care.
In addition, i was violent in my teens and i have said this many times here. But i have stopped and i have had situations where i would get really pissed and just run away, because i want to attack some person. I am not talking bullshit, you just hear what i want to say and you put me in your box that you think i should fit in. Because you know my type and are close minded. You can't think of another solution. I have observed TK for 2-3 years before i made my conclusion and in those years she would say that she is definitely capable of doing whatever, i have never claimed that and in fact i do not know if i can do anything that i say i want to do. But i know i want to do it, which is what i said...

I know i said i am a schizoid, but i do not have a fantasy world i live in. I just do not feel like i am a part of this world, like an outside observer. Almost everything doesn't emotionally effect me, i need something extreme. This is how i found this forum and why i go on weird places, when i am at home. I have done things irl that you would consider extreme, but they bore me too and are a hassle for the most part. I am too lazy to prepare for things that might excite me and i lack discipline, and some of those things are stupid so i have to stop myself too. Ultimately it seems, i do not care enough to even try to do what might be exciting. Because i feel comfortable and unmotivated.
Overall however, i am not at all a hardcore schizoid. I am mild and i think i can get over it, if i continue to do what i have been doing, which is basically being normal, even thought my mind doesn't feel normal.

Its not that i think you do not know about topics, but it feels like your knowledge is too shallow and stops that easiest conclusions.

"You implied I chased for ego like a fatty chases food or smth. It's not the first time someone describes or resume relations here to ego related stuff, even if you meant only Xena got the ego boost. It's as if this reduction to ego matters is all you're capable of understanding.

I see no proof of Xena being that ego boosted by me, no arrogance leaks around it. Are you sure it's not all in your head? You only assume."

lol chubby chaser... that was actually kinda funny. But no. Just no.

It would appear that Fuckwit missed the post where I caps screamed at you to go fuck yourself XD

I think he also missed the post where I agreed with Alena. Ofc Alena flipped out and tried to attribute my agreement to smthg other than an appreciation for a correct statement (smthg that only happens about once/month in this bullshit smeared hole :P)

But my agreement was there bc her statement was correct. It's hilarious how these fools' perceptions of the world around them, the difference between correct and incorrect (as opposed to socially constructed views of morally right and wrong) is rooted in their clannishness. That  is their biggest Achilles' heel.

btw, to be fair to truth, if not to Fuckwit, he doesn't get in my face that often compared to the others.

My guess would be that this most recent bout of attacks came bc my Cadtrolling stole his thunder when he showed up on the "search function" thread to brag.

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"It's a pattern with Sugar. She attacks women here a lot in this Queen Bee behavior."

She's also attacked plenty of men as well, me and you being a few of them