No. I do not feel good because it means my standards are a bit high. I can be pretty stubborn so I would rather live in abstinence than with a man that is not of eleveated elegant worth.
Men I have went for? In real life I spent my high-school years having a crush on my teacher. I saw maturity and dominance in him. I saw everything I mentioned. In elementary school of went for this guy who was anti-social. I like that he let me on his phone and no one else. I like that he let me make fun of him and got upset if anyone else did. It was playful insults. It got to the point we even pretended to be married. I had him sign printed out divorce papers when it was over.
Side tracked back story
It was my fault it ended because I told him I secretly liked another guy when I didn't. I was afraid that if he knew I liked him he would stop liking me. I wanted him to think I wasn't that into him. I had a hard time believing he liked me even though we picked out children names together... I kinda like messed up. I was afraid of getting hurt so I hurt him. It was elements school so it was a good learning experience.
