hello, forum
i wanna keep this short. i've been dating a sociopath for about 6 months on and off. he's put me through so much shit but i still care about him and it may sound like i'm a doormat but i think that means no matter what i'll always love him. so i guess it means he's the one for me. because i know i would NOT take this shit from any other man.
throughout the relationship, he's cheated several times, gave me herpes and a few other CURABLE stds, stole money (but he gave it back), disappeared randomly several times throughout and came back like nothing happened among other things.
yet i still feel like im in love. even when i was in my moments where i was pissed i still felt good that i finally cared enough about someone to be so pissed. so im willing to take it cause i've never felt this way before. every time he comes back and we make up it makes our love that much stronger.
the only thing is i dont know if he feels the same about me. he said the longest relationship he had was a month and he never comes back to girls. but he's come back to me for 6 months now. so maybe thats a start? he's definitely on a roll with me. its either not love or a fucked up version of love. a fucked version still gets me the love of my life.