then try to live your life by your own code on how you want to be remembered. be true to yourself.
There is no such thing as a true self. I like to imagine that when put in a high pressure situation it might reveal some truth inside me that is, genuine. But for the most part I'm just not. Someone close to me has made note of a few things I'm unaware that I do. I believe she's come closest to knowing me, the real me, even more so than I have. I wonder if my life had been different maybe that person I'm so out of touch with would be who I am. But instead I am this.