up to you. what do you want to know?
the second piece of advice is this,
write your euligy now and post it on the fridge. how do you want your loved ones to remember you?
i did not invent this. it is very powerful. it helps to set a clear focus and future goals.
then try to live your life by your own code on how you want to be remembered. be true to yourself.
Actually you are wrong. You are trying to convince everybody that you are a sociopath, when nobody other than you can even understand why you would think that in the 1st place. Why would anybody look for advice from a person with no credentials who hasn't proven themselves at all?