dont push it schizo
Nearly everything I post or say in chat is for more than the reason at face value. ( Yes, including this post. Let the recursive, fractal realization cascade.) Does it have to be with only one motive? Can there not be sincere motives along with ulterior ones? Of course, you'd probably reiterate that angee is incapable of such multi-tasking and finesse along with poor retention. You're doing exactly what I do with Xena, I suspect. XD
WW3 stated: source post
what if after you stop it, it relapses a day later?
Then it didn't stop.
angee12880113 stated: source post
I have feelings too you know :p
Feelings you will keep to yourself I'm sure, or release in a way that doesn't expose real vulnerabilities. By remaining a character, no one can hurt the real you, which is why you're so attached to your lies. Your greatest strength is a history of consistency, but that consistency is hardly truth, simply repetition.
Buttered Toast stated: source post
Nearly everything I post or say in chat is for more than the reason at face value. ( Yes, including this post. Let the recursive, fractal realization cascade.) Does it have to be with only one motive? Can there not be sincere motives along with ulterior ones?
The ulterior motive has more weight in such a case, for the ulterior would be primary while the sincere ones would be both less sincere and subtly in the background.
I rarely feel simply "sad". When whatever made me sad and its consequences are completely out of my control, disconnecting from the source of sadness by doing something I enjoy does the trick. As with most negative emotions, people I care about don't fail to cheer me up and I come out of it with higher spirits.
In most cases, having a general positive mindset in life and believing bad shit can be dealt with come in handy. I'd rather make myself busy, direct my energy into softening the blow or doing damage control, than just being sad and not taking any action. Making oneself busy and doing something with a purpose takes the focus away from sadness.
You lie so often that you're stuck using what truth is left for the same purposes. 
The truth, if that exists in any form here from you, means nothing more than your lies do. It's better in your case to assume everything is some sort of short sighted tactic. I'll sit here instead and enjoy the tales that come forth from your fingertips as entertainment alone, as I've seen from studying you from afar that there's little you're willing to part with that isn't some sort of fabrication or appropriation.
You're fun, but you're fake.