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best way to die

I just want to die hard for something or someone that makes me happy.

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Alone.

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best way to die

Like this. I want to see it coming. I want to know its imminent and inevitable but still fight it anyways just to see how far I can get. I want it to be painful, I want it to discourage me from living and I want to see how far I'll push myself when I have nothing left. Then I want some solitary time to review over my life and make the final judgement on whether I lived a good, happy life.

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I'd want to see it coming. Maybe an illness that wouldn't affect my psych too much, going on for a few years so I can get all my shit done. 

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