Sociopath Community

Niniela stated: source post

Age is just a number,  TC.

A fantastic lie, perpetuated by the youngest and the oldest among us. 

so you broke your own rules and lied, didnt you.

WW3 stated: source post

did the "community" determine if FullGaze was spamming? NO

did TC ban him? YES

did the "community" determine if EmptyGaze was spamming? YES

did TC ban him? NO

Niniela stated: source post

Age is just a number,  TC. I asked for it so please, go ahead and show me what you got :)

I pretty much said that when I made it about Wisdom and Experience instead in the E-Anniversary topic. There's old souls and youthful elderly, but nothing from you shows me wisdom beyond your years. 

I have three names to do and I'm on my phone. It'll have to wait. 

Broke my hiatus, had no choice. I didn't lie when it was said, I broke my claim because I had to.

Where else?

you continued your hiatus even after you banned fullgaze w/o other forum members approval. that reeks of dishonesty.

there are plenty of other lies you've made toward your favor. im not gonna point all of them out.

I'm pretty sure it ended right then and there.

Why not point them out, too numerous for measure? 

Contemplated just saying Fuck It at first but alright :D

My interests (politics and programming) show a passion for understanding complex systems, breaking them down, and ultimately using them as tools for my benefit. My analytical mind does very well in the abstract realm, but it isn't well trained for the colorful, contradictory, surprising world that's out there. And I say "out there" because I don't really live in the world. I am more like a cold, detached observer, from my isolated tower of ivory. I watch people as ants through a magnifying glass (and enjoy edgy thoughts about setting them on fire with it). I can't bond and connect with others, unless I am somehow moved to get to know them and find them extremely relatable to me. This happens very rarely since I'm not the one to initiate relationships and reach out to people. However when it does happen and people earn my respect (mostly by proving themselves intelligent since other qualities are less valuable to me), I am extremely loyal and trustworthy and they have won a strong ally they can count on.

I am a perfectionist, have high standards for me and my work, but I project them onto others also. It's part of why I think most people are stupid and disappointing, am dismissive to them and don't bother getting to know and understand them better on a personal level.

On a subconscious level, my disconnection brings dissatisfaction and anger is a long-time companion of mine. I tend to channel it into walls, fantasies of sexual torture and edgy ideas about genocide. I prefer to play it as if I don't care most of the time, but I harbor a deep pool of hatred and disgust for most of the world and people in general. I cope with this by searching for solutions to what I consider "a social crisis", entertaining fantasies of "making the world and society better" and changing them into something which would make me hate less. It gives me purpose and I feel more of a meaningful crusader as opposed to just a weird hikikomori.

I like having a purpose, a goal and working towards it. I love problem-solving, enjoy designing meticulous plans, calculating and watching the outcome (or merely imagining the outcome thanks to my vivid imagination). Orderly, predictable systems make me feel powerful and in control. I hate surprises and lack of control, they mean I miscalculated something. It also keeps me busy, and when I'm not busy I'm bored, unhappy and self destructive.

I'm very confident and convinced I'm right in all my beliefs. I consider myself a cool, practical realist. I feel my views can't be wrong since I spend a lot of time working them out in my mind, as I'm introspective and my mind is like a buzzing non-stop processing machine. My mind is perceptive and very logical, doesn't fail me when it comes to situations and people I know and that are close to me, but I don't see how my isolation and dismissivness towards the rest of the world can make me overlook crucial information and make huge fuck-ups.

Niniela stated: source post

I'd like Ed and TC to do me.

I am more mature than most at my age, but more lacking in world experience. I'm still learning the dynamics of the world, discovering relationships, with their ups and downs. Teen years are the time we ache the most for freedom and proving ourselves, and I find myself caged by unreasonable people and treated like the child I'm not anymore. I have built some protective walls because of this and became isolated and lonely, unable to relate to others my age. Behind the walls is a strong girl though, playful, with a rich inner life and a warm heart.

I know I am intelligent and my mind is what I treasure the most, since it is the only place where I have the power that I crave for in real life. The only place where I can be free right now.

Turncoat stated: source post

I'm pretty sure it ended right then and there.

Why not point them out, too numerous for measure? 

thats an understatement lol. and quit acting so innocent.

TheCrowOnTheFence stated: source post

As Jim and Berk don't appear to be up to the task, I'll pass it on to others.  Since I expect most to ignore the request, I'll make a list in the hopes of getting one or two. : )

Haart

Spatial Mind

Sugar

Edvard

Buttered Toast

Angee

Wooster