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I could be wrong, and I certainly don't want to speak for Crow (nor do I know the whole story), but I doubt anyone honestly thinks you're a paedophile, Xena.

I surely don't. Also, I think Crow and TC are clever enough to know that life-event sound-bites a person is willing to divulge are equally likely to be noteworthy exceptions, rather than a pattern of behaviour. They could be either, and there's context that informs whether you file that under Column A or Column B. 

Reviewing what I've seen of this particular brand of drama, I'd imagine anyone with "Last Word Syndrome" makes a perfect target. Whether or not claims of their insanity/paedophilia/etc whatever actually hold water. The one requisite criterion for an enduring back-and-forth is that concerned parties are willing to indulge. That's it.

I like you, Xena. There's a lot I like about you. But you must admit, you do have Last Word Syndrome :P

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" But you must admit, you do have Last Word Syndrome :P"

lol yes I do. Crow started it. xP

I mean, long before the story got twisted and dragged into the realm of SC's absurd sexual fantasies, Crow was inventing shit to try to drag my backstory out. I'm just not interested in sharing much of myself with these people. And I don't feel that any of them are qualified to give me a psych eval. I'm more qualified to do that for myself than most of the people here are.

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I rely far more on sleight-of-hand than actual astuteness

You may be relieved to know or not, that it remains rather obvious despite yourself. 

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Relieved or not?

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Systematic stated: source post

I'm glad to hear that, my main issue with you was that you wouldn't admit to your faults, not that you had them.I don't think you premeditated or even meant to do half of the incidents I brought up, they all genuinely seem to be heat of the moment choices gone bad, but you always had excuses until now.

I'm no better, Ive had my hothead moments, my emotional outbursts that have pushed me to lash out at people. Which is why I couldn't compare which of us is the most trustworthy out of the two, how could I while I've been and am still susceptible to the same flaw. The only real difference between us in that matter is that im quicker to admit fault and even this is mainly to do with me being a chronic self blamer. 

You asked me before how I could be friends with someone like Jason but critique you. When I look at someone, I don't judge on what their faults are, but how they perceive them . You gained points in my book for that.

Making it about me not admitting my flaws now? What does trust have to do with that. I have always readily admitted everything written in that post. Of ALL the people here you listed me and Mika as most untrustworthy (most likely made the entire category just to say that), and Alena was already quick to jump on the bandwagon. You'd have gone on with the misinformation and attempts at undermining my honesty and the trust others place in me had I not confronted you and stopped your slimy efforts from snowballing.

As for you admitting your faults more easily...

MissCommunication stated: source post

Top 3 Moral Users: Systematic (based entirely on what he says about himself)…

clearly not doing well enough.

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"And you might also admit that she succeeded"

Hell no.

When I first started doing my research on PF, I decided precisely how much I wanted to show of myself, what I would just not mention, and what I would lie about. A majority of my interactions on these forums were designed to drag out various aspects of other members' sociopathic behaviour, as I understand it.

(You know that I went to PF to do character research for a story I'm writing, right?)

These people have seen almost nothing of my true self. The 'piggie' they believe they're controlling is about 60% my invention and 30% their invention. Only about 10% of the self that I and others have described here is real. 

 

Crow has done a fine job convincing TC and the ratboiz, and sugar and alena that these tired old scripts of wooster's are worth repeating and embellishing, tho.

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Have just enough time to do Crow right now...

I am confident and independent. I love power, control, I fucking love arguing and having my way, which I usually do because I hate giving up. For that, I have no issues to employ manipulation (intellectual and emotional), sabotage, or just wearing people down until they give up. My eloquence and above average intelligence help me a great deal with that. I am usually sharp and perceptive and enjoy the authority and recognition that comes with it, but I'm also prone to making surprisingly gross mistakes and misinterpretations that people thankfully overlook fooled by my overall good performance.

I give the impression of being emotionally stunted. I can't let go and loosen up easily, at least not without alcohol. I am scared of what comes out when my inhibitions are surpassed. I would rather connect with people on an intellectual level than make them laugh, be playful and lighthearted.

I am practical and a bold experimenter. I dedicate myself to what interests me fully and intensely on an intellectual level, but the flame burns fast and is replaced by boredom, at which point I will move on to a new thing or person. I wish for more stability in this sense. Extremely adaptable, I love new situations, new people, exploring and experimenting in general, and those who are more hesitant, who tend to overthink their actions are drawn to me like moths to a flame for the freedom I promise. I am very caring and protective of what/who is my own, as long as I see it as my own, but at the end of the day I am extremely selfish and myself and what's best for me will always come first.

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lol yes I do. Crow started it. xP

I mean, long before the story got twisted and dragged into the realm of SC's absurd sexual fantasies, Crow was inventing shit to try to drag my backstory out.

Wait what? 
 

And I don't feel that any of them are qualified to give me a psych eval. I'm more qualified to do that for myself than most of the people here are.

Ahahaha what?  

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Your hot head, delusional use of self justification, narrow perspective and ego sensitivity are what make you untrustworthy and commit untrustworthy acts. You still dodge fault and blame from the list of things I've personally confronted you about. At least now you're admitting you have the core issues that spurred those incidents I listed. Baby steps, but it's better than nothing.

As for me unfairly listing you as untrustworthy, it's well known whenever drama ensues in this forum if you aren't a part of it you get involved(mostly in situations that don't at all effect you). You've shown time and time again you aren't above stooping very low to get what you want, but deny it whenever confronted.

As for my "slimy efforts to undermine" you, I simply listed what you did. Have I lied about any of the incidents I listed?

As for my faults, I'd say the majority of users here have known me to be a self confessed, flawed individual. Since I've came to this forum in my first threads they've been all about admittance and reaching out for help with issues I had trouble facing on my own. 

Cute though, you'd try to reverse a known narrative when it suits you

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