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9:15 Turncoat: She was pretty gone in the head, the wrong sort of rolling with it.

9:15 Tryptamine: Fuck that is one sad place to be at   

9:16 Turncoat: Oh, but it gets better.   

9:16 Turncoat: So to also help recover   

9:16 Turncoat: I did art projects on it.   

9:16 Tryptamine: Lol   

9:16 Turncoat: I knew I had to have it be a public thing to get over it.   

9:16 Synthetic: Haha   

9:16 Synthetic: OK that's even better.   

9:16 Turncoat: If I kept it my private shame, she'd not only get away with it, but I'd remain weak.   

9:16 Synthetic: A memorial to a psycho bitch.   

9:16 Turncoat: So I forced myself to deal with it.   

9:16 Turncoat: Insomnia got even worse.   

9:17 Turncoat: I started recovering and she began receding, friends wouldn't trust my claims either for seeming too crazy to be true or from the usual "How can a man be raped?"   

9:17 Turncoat: "The parts don't work that way."   

9:17 limey: You're a pretty deep guy aren't you TC?   

9:17 Turncoat: But then... came the end of the year.   

9:18 Turncoat: Friends wanted to shop for townhouses and appartments.   

9:18 Turncoat: We needed another roomie.   

9:18 Turncoat: And they were willing to let her be it.   

9:18 Tryptamine: Oh no   

9:18 Turncoat: I became extremely outraged, apparently the overemotional response scared people because they usually see "T_T"   

9:19 Turncoat: Began going on about what she did again, but she still made her way in there because they saw it as "easier to let her have her way".   

9:19 Turncoat: Out of comfort and safety.   

9:19 Synthetic: Wow.   

9:19 Turncoat: She'd held another friend of mine up at knife point a few times.   

9:19 Synthetic: Wtf.   

9:19 Turncoat: So she now lived in the same place as me.   

9:19 Turncoat: It made a lot of my progress regress.   

9:20 Turncoat: I knew I was safe when others were around, so I was desperate for others to stay awake.

 9:20 Turncoat: This flunkie began taking Adderol to no longer need to sleep.

9:20 Synthetic: That honestly sounds like PTSD holy fuck.

9:20 Turncoat: So that she could continue with school and still follow my lack of resting patterns.

9:20 Turncoat: This made her crazier.

9:20 Turncoat: As now she stopped sleeping.

9:20 Turncoat: And was on uppers.

9:21 Turncoat: She'd try to run into my room before I could get there.

9:21 Tryptamine: Uhh

Snowdrops:

by Pink01

25 pounds. So now are you telling me you didn't have money to feed him either?

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Nope, her sister brings them food,  being that the boy is in her custody (or just being a good aunt) - and gets cursed at for it by Xena, for  "sabotaging her starving regime" (looks she still haven't given up on the stripper job, she's got drive for a working carrier - i give her that.)

Here >> http://www.psychforums.com/online-journals/topic135250-20.html#p1398319 

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My sister is such a c*nt. She knows damn well I'm on a diet. This is the second time in 3 weeks that she's come here in the middle of my workout with fast food and chocolate claiming that she wants to feed my poor starving kid.

I just spent $180 on groceries for fuksakes. I screamed at her and told her to stay the fuk away. My kid gets pizza lunches twice/ week at school. He doesn't need anymore fuking pizza. I fuking hate it when people try to sabotage me and try to hide it behind a bunch of fake church lady charity. Fuk. :evil:

So that ruined my workout. At least I didn't eat the stupid pizza or the chocolate. I gave my son his portion and told her to take the rest of it away. I don't want it. If she wants to stay big as a fuking house that's her problem. I refuse to let her drag me down with her.

Snowdrops:

by Xena

Easy. What wahoo calls "fondling jizzy underwear" was actually me picking them up to wash on laundry day.

I still haven't even opened the clit pump. It's still in the box.

I believe I mentioned in that convo wahoo edited that I WAS NOT about to do that with my son in the house.

I was waiting for his next Boy Scout camp so I could be alone with the house all to myself.

2 Boy Scout meetings have been cancelled by the Scout leaders since December. So no clit pumping. Would you like me to post a date stamped pic of the unopened box with my friend's former PO box address to prove it?

I can also keep looking for the edited convo wahoo posted.

 

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 ROFL

That has to be the funniest post  on both forums ever.  Straight out of a BBC comedy script. 

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2 Boy Scout meetings have been cancelled by the Scout leaders since December. So no clit pumping.

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^ I literally spewed coffee all over the keyboard, still wiping it off (thank G_d for the Moshi keyguard, would've been expensive otherwise)

Snowdrops:

by wahoo

 

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by Xena

 

Good luck sending your hit men to that daycare centre.  

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 I dunno...doesn't look like a daycare to me. Looks like a crackhouse..

 

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 Ah haaa!! That must be the famous balcony Xena wanted to hang her sister from: http://www.psychforums.com/antisocial-personality/topic102828.html#p993252

Grounds could do with a spot of gardening,  okay-ish house tho. I'd give an arm & a leg for that balcony, i don't have one.

mrnoname:

CAN'T YOU FUKING READ ASSWIPE!!! I SAID I DIDN'T GET MY FUKING WELFARE CHECK AND I HAVE TO GO AND LIVE ON THE RUN WITH MY FUKING KID!! GET OVER YOURSELF!!

THAT"S LIVING OUTSIDE LIKE FUKING ANIMALS YOU MORON!! IN FUKING CANADA IN JANUARY!! BECAUSE MY SISTER IS A FUKING BORDERLINE FREAK!!


take it in the ass next time instead of letting your kid go homeless.

9:23 limey: So you have a child?

9:23 Turncoat: Thankfully no.

9:24 Turncoat: She was scared to death of having a kid.

9:24 Synthetic: Look I don't want to be insensitive but why didn't you move out?

9:24 Turncoat: So she aborted the thing and waited a while to tell me.

9:24 Turncoat: Had nowhere to go I could afford.

9:24 Turncoat: And it required registrations at certain points of the year.

9:24 Tryptamine: That is crazy

9:24 Synthetic: Hmm.

9:24 Tryptamine: What happened between you and her in the end?

9:24 limey: Wouldn't you rather be on the streets or on a friend's sofa than being scared of rape and harassment every day of your life?

9:24 Synthetic: You should make her kill herself.

9:25 Turncoat: But yeah, the baby thing haunted me enough to make me snap out of the fugue.

 9:25 Tryptamine: If anything could it would be that, shit

9:25 Turncoat: Because she said "I wish I hadn't aborted it."

9:25 Turncoat: And I knew immediately that get out of jail free card was a one time deal.

**Note how Turncoat tends to see the delusions he suffers during a psychotic episode as fact.

The woman took adderall so she could stalk him long enough to get pregnant.

Then she aborted the kid.

Riiiight ~

Page six is done.

LOL

  :D :D :D 

Xena (to whoopdedoo):
How could you draw these conclusions if you haven't looked at my posts on PF?

Let's start with your impression that I stole my sister's credit card. Duh. It's a pre-paid card. I have to ask her permission and give her the cash before I'm able to use it.

It's also difficult to rob somebody who lives a half hour bus ride away :P

If you'd bothered to read my posts you'd also see that I not only paid half her rent when I lived with her... LAST YEAR!!! But I also consider what she did paybacks for the time I supported her in 98 and 99. She went to school. I worked and paid all the bills.

For the 14th time.

You need to read the dates on my posts. I bought the clit pump 7 months after I moved out of her place.

You also need to rework your understanding of systemic injustice if you're going to try to write an accurate account of another person's life, whoopee. I've posted parliamentary debates and critiques from law profs on the sorry state of our Child Protection system. I'm not the only person who's comparing it to the old Residential School System in this country.

At least you put your guess at my losing custody of my son in parenthesis. I'll assume that you did that to emphasize that you were only guessing. You guessed wrong, but don't we all sometimes? ;) I did not lose custody of my son. I gave him to my sister to protect him from the CAS. More kids die in fostercare in this country every year than Canadian soldiers in Afghanistan.

But I'm not searching for the links again. If you're so interested in my life, you can do the research.

I will tell you this, tho. I haven't considered myself a victim since around my 14th birthday. I kinda like the term Freedom Fighter. lol

Homelessness was the result  of having to run from the CAS. It was never the cause. It's easy to keep a roof over my head in this country. I'm doing it right now. I'll continue to do it for as long as the CAS stay gone, which should be permanently, now that my son's too old for them to waste their time with us.

thesugargirl (to Xena):
lol

whoopdedoo (to Xena):
lol... ok.

Xena (to whoopdedoo):
Yeah. I'm lazy about doing research for people on psycho forums too. Pearls before swine and all that.

If you'll excuse me, I'd love to sit around bickering with a bunch of people I've never met, but I have mom stuff to do.

[Xena posts another Youtube video to distract from the topic]

:P

anonballs (t0 whoopdedoo):
 Lesbian homeless shelter. Sounds like a bad porno.

Xena (to anonballs):
lol. I used to joke with this chickie... (She was 34!) about the stupid crackhead who tried to pick a fight with her in the shower. I told her to put on her pasties and film it. She could make money off that shit.

She was on a different floor, btw. That stuff didn't happen on the family floor :P

Page five finished.

Xena (to Kurt van Vogel):
Another wooster sock. What's that? 20 now? Do you ever sleep?

I look worse to you, maybe. A few people here have mentioned how bad this sock puppet army war on Xena makes you  look, wooster.

You're repeating the same nonsense over and over through your socks and it's mostly incorrect or in the distant past. Or it's blatantly ignorant of theories that do matter to the community here.

Hint: Robert Hare is not a Marxist. lol

Kurt van Vogel (to Xena):

by Xena

 What's that? 20 now? 

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 About 40, i don't count them. Takes about 2 seconds max to make one.  I like variety.  There's even a communal sock, Obsi has the key for that one.

You needn't take them personally. Contrary to your delusion, I use them primarily to interact with various other members of the community. 

But occasionally they come handy to trip you deeper into your hole.

 

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Do you ever sleep?

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Yep, heaps.

Xena (to Kurt von Vogel):
What hole? You lie. I refute. You repeat your lie. I refute. You repeat your lie with a sock puppet. I refute.

I get on with my life for a few weeks. You giggle your delusional laugh and try to tell people you've won and I'm afraid.

I come back when I have a day off and we dance for the new people who might be naive enough to listen to your lies.

I leave again bc awesome RL developments leave me too busy to argue with some DiD freak and her sock puppet army on an internet forum. You delude yourself into thinking you've won smthg. I come back and refute you again when I have a day off.

This would be a hole if you'd actually managed to prevent me from accomplishing my RL goals with your silliness. Right now it's all hot air spewed by a crazy lady who thinks she's more elegant than... Idk... some vague group in chat. This trolling is really bizarre, wooster. Do you do this IRL? Follow people around and try to tell other people lies about them and say they're "in a hole" when they refute you? lol

Kurt von Vogel (to Xena):

by Xena

 I come back and refute you again when I have a day off.

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 Nope. You come back to post Macaria's personal info. 

Didn't pan out too well for you for the first time.

Didn't pan out too well for the second time either.

The third time recruited you MrKhazar as your sole groupie and personal white knight, I can see how you perceive that as 'success' so there's at least some progress there.

Keep trying.

Xena (to Kurt von Vogel):
Nope. I come back to refute your lies, wooster.

You're up at 4am lying about me again. You're fucked in the head.

When did I ever say that being on some internet forum makes anybody successful? lol

Allan Zedd:
The Mighty Zedd lives.

Xena (to Allan Zedd):
Idk who you are, Zedd. But a story about you would be refreshing for a change. A story about anybody else would be nice.

If you tell a story about yourself and it's not true, the only person who will know or care will be you. :)

And that's where the archives end, page seven.

whoopdedoo (to Dungeon Dave):
Haven't looked at any back posts on PF; I've developed a knack for case studies.  People are interesting to me.

Xena does well when she talks about subjects of a more academic nature; shame she dropped out of college as she's bright and can put concepts together well.   Very different from Demon in that regard as it seems impossible for D to step out of her very narrow understanding of life - D is truly a one-trick pony and because of that, I find her stultifying.  X can be intelligent, except perhaps when it comes to herself.  She is a very flawed woman (we all have our flaws), and those flaws appear to be fatal as her life continues to spiral over and over in the same ways.  Different players; same script.

Her life, per her own stories posted on PF, seems to be a series of unfortunate events.  Over and over, people and systems and institutions do something to her that makes it so that she never gets a break - can't ever get her life on track - always has to be fighting - is continually persecuted - can't seem to make anything work for long - skating on the surface of crises - falling into the same hole in different places.

She's told us she was cursed to have her mother as a mother.  Poor and has remained so.  Got to go to college as an adult, but was hunted so badly by Child Welfare that she failed/dropped out and had to skip to go underground.  Cycles in and out of various living situations - some independent (if being on welfare can be considered 'independent'), mostly dependent on someone else including family and shelters repeatedly.  Jobs come and always go, as do friends. 

If you ask her why her life hasn't worked, she puts the blame on others continually... her mother, her sister, Child Welfare who ruined her chances for a better life, bosses, her ADD, etc.   Not on herself.  I rarely have seen her take responsibility for the outcomes of her choices and her own behavior.   Were she to do that, she might have a chance for lasting improvements; because she will not, she will continue to feel victimized by everyone/everything and have to stay in Xena-the-Warrior-Princess fighting-mode -  her avatar is quite illuminating about how she views herself, and hopes others will view her.   

I don't know about her mental/personality makeup.  But I do know that her patterns show that she is a continuing victim of herself.   

I have less frustration with those who have clearly assessed themselves, and act in accord with that.  I enjoy, or at least find interesting, those who desire to change at least the aspects of how they think/act that are harmful.   I have very low tolerance for those who are clueless about themselves while also proclaiming (overtly or covertly) their magnificence.

She may not be PD'ed, but she is clearly not the paragon of mommy-virtue, or mature adulthood,  that she often seems to hold herself out to be.   Compensating much? 

Gypsy:
These threads are just hilarious. I lurked on psychforums once but found it boring, guess I must have underestimated the place.

 

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by bump

This is Obsi himself, lol. Isn't he a cutsey? he looks like a little baby boy :3 <3

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 Indeed. Shame that hairline is going to recede badly in a few years.

Pink01:
Seems like Xena likes to play the blame game. And not PD'ed my ass. My mother was batshit until I was a teenager. Had to be forced to see a psychiatrist to make that bitch better. And she's as dumb as a rock.

I was a first generation college student. (neither of my parents are college educated and neither are any of my grandparents)

I bet I could find the start of Xena's problems when she had her daughter at a rather young age. I think she had her at 20. That seems to start people off on a bad path from what I can see.

Education and then family, kids is the way to go people.

Obsidian:
Such drama queens.

nelsonmuntz:

by Obsidian

Such drama queens.

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"Mine's old news that I've made no effort to conceal, while yours is a deleted topic that people here mostly ignored from having written it off as "PF Drama", one that reflects themes you still follow patterns of now with the potential for future cross referencing."

You have your pronouns conflated, my good sir. The topic you've posted has nothing to do with me. Yet it speaks volumes about you.

Frankly, I'm far more interested in the story of a schizophrenic man whose psychotic breaks manifest as stalking random women and accusing them of condomless rape and abortion. And now stripping, it would appear?

I have no interest in Xena and her masturbation fantasies. However, you may pm me with any and all pics of Obsidian that you've archived. Hopefully with him gagged and bound and bleeding.

;)