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TheCrowOnTheFence stated: source post
I could dress him up like a cute little geisha and make him strip. 

But I'd look awful like that. I get the whole dressing me up like a chick thing, but why Geisha?
 

 

He says he'd be too embarrassed, but I'll just hit him with the crop every time he stops.

It's mostly the doing it to music part.

...okay it's the strip tease dance too. I don't have any skill in that area and I'm not really sure what to do to get better at it. I suppose it'd be worth learning, since improvising isn't really my strong suit.
 

Jimothy.

That name is so much cringe.

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Fear's a turn on as well, but it's different. Pain's more of a physical lust while fear's a mental one.

For a normal person for the sake of comparison, it's the difference between rubbing a guy's cock and talking dirty to him.

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LOL - OK I think I actually get it. Great analogy. There may be more questions to come. 

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I guess, yeah... but the sadism part I'm a little more reluctant about. It gets in the way a bit more in life than the masochism.

My understanding of pain is flawed from my perception of it being "good", so seeing others in pain I sympathize with incorrectly.

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so your a sadomasochist?are good feelings pain full too you?. I find that I cant stand positive emotion physical pleasure is disgusting but bearable.

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Prabbe stated: source post

well, something I wanted to explore a little more. But I just heard the lovely crow is da lady in da house, so I will respect boundaries and not pry. :)

Nah there's no pressure, feel free to pry. 

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OK, so is it just the pain that gets you off or fear too? If fear is a factor, is it more of a turn on than pain? :)

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mortalitas stated: source post

do you have any examples, that sounds interesting

For the ones off the top of my head anyway...
Gabrielle Chana, a COMPLETE loonbin (the tinfoil hat videos are the purest, and her audiobook readings are pretty twisted).
Fedsmoker, The Man, The Legend.
Showry Show's earliest works (check the bottom for stuff like Strawberry Show, How to Take a Bath, and Gollum, as her more recent stuff is complete rubbish).
One of many of Boy Blue Devil's numerous channels.
This guy connecting his washing machine with holy symbols and Jesus. He has other "decodings" if you check the sidebar.
Sociopathic Jester, an old favorite of mine from Nabble.
Stormy, a conspiracy nut that makes similar points to Spatial, but in a much more hilarious way.
Dela Nooch, a similar breed of nut bar as Stormy.
Tonetta, a... musician?

In many cases the suffering's not direct, like watching a person twisting something out of a wound, but instead suffering that they're ignorant of themselves from not knowing any better. There's tons more, but I can't remember them at the moment. A lot of my fun though I've received from the primo material some users I've encountered here have had to offer. I am just left in awe at how some people can possibly exist.

I also enjoy studying furry drama (with some elements of bronies) since they are more often than not deeply damaged individuals with some weird coping mechanisms and a high rate of suicidal ideation, I enjoy some of the craziness that comes out of BDSM culture sites, the occasional Juggalo is worth a chuckle or two, and otherwise there will always be gems to find at random while browsing the net if you know what sort of signs to look for. Every once in a blue moon I find gems like these people from browsing Deep Into Youtube on reddit. There's also media stars that reflect suffering that's fun to watch, such as Kanye West, Anna Nicole Smith, and during his brief time on Reality TV there was Ozzy Osborn floundering around in a sea of medication. I've even found some gems from some really shitty "Housewives"-esk shows from The Soup showcasing where it's worth looking on occasion.

Their issues fascinate me to no end. There's comedians that try to match that sort of caliber, but it's never never never as good as the genuine article. It's all about how they display themselves, the faces they make, the altered replies to things that are so beyond the norm that I can't help but keep watching it. Every so often I encounter real life people that are almost on the level with these sorts, and they become my personal pet projects that entertain me to no end.

For a more artistic example, here's a favorite I posted in an SC 1.0 topic before the move where Supermodels eat Cake:

Their expressions make this into pure, raw, art. Their struggle itself is a thing of beauty.
 

I need to get my story strait first and separate my emotions from the whole ordeal. the lowest point is relative of course and everyone will have there own definition, so the lowest point from my prospective is different from another persons. I will say that I had been five days with almost no water, and no food at all. I was also very close to hypothermia.

Ehhh just say the story already. The emotions are what will serve to make the tale sound more real, more evocative. Ridding of the passion just serves to make it into something more boring.
 

you don't have too worry about it if you don't want to. Like you said pain and suffering are the truest form of human expression. If you want too you could easily murder someone. The odds of you getting caught for a motiveless killing of a stranger are very very low.

Murder is wasteful, as they just... die, become a lifeless thing that suffers no more. No, being made to continue living, that's where the suffering lies, but that's also where there's tons of liability risk. Self preservation states that it's a bad idea unless they consent to it.

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I had the joy of experiencing the lowest a human can get(probably) from that point on I had a strong aversion to all positive and only felt ok under negative circumstances. I do enjoy pain but I find sympathy impossible. So you are a sadist but you suppress it or are you not really a sadist?

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Turncoat stated: source post

TheCrowOnTheFence stated: source post
I could dress him up like a cute little geisha and make him strip. 

But I'd look awful like that. I get the whole dressing me up like a chick thing, but why Geisha?

Because you'd be so cuuuuuuuute. : D

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