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Dear Sugar

It was directed at Ed, but seeing you bringing it back again, I'll humor you.

mee says because ellicit told him he doesn't have SPD it's true despite all other accusations.

I said that an actual discussion regarding the likelihood of SPD is worth more when debating the likelihood of the said pd than a rant of someone who's clearly attempting to troll. I would also advise you to read this very thread in which some talk about it also appeared, the first few pages to be more exact.

He clings onto his ego so hard that he's been afraid to see his therapist, afraid to tell people irl and even afraid to take an online test about it. 

Now this is plain bollocks.

Never have I ever had a therapist to begin with and therapy, however meaningless to anyone but a total nutcase, it can be, is only worth a damn for as long as there are things to get out of it. I have no complaints regarding my function in our society or any major dissatisfaction about myself, if any. Therefore, a serious contact with a professional is not needed. Moreover, people here who brought therapy up (Freyja and Gypsy among a few others for instance) were displeased with it. Lastly, this very thread is not titled "Poofs, diagnose me pls"...

As far as people irl are concerned, I hardly see a point to bring such a discussion up in the first place, especially while I don't have much interest to do so myself. My friends know me with or without any pinned labels. Why bother them with rather irrelevant matters of psychology, especially when it does not change the way we interact in the slightest? I will always remain Mee.

I have taken a huge load of various tests a few years back, featuring SPD, NPD, ASPD, generalized ones like MMPI and whatnot. I honestly couldn't be arsed with them again. To feed your curiosity, SPD came back negative.

Stating that I'm clinging onto my ego, avoiding the label you try to pin on me, is ridiculous and overstating your importance. After all, SPD is nothing too serious and the only thing that could make me displeased is diseases that would make me lose my memory and ability to think.

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Dear Sugar

Mee stated: source post

so what exactly would you class your plan to kill your mother, father and anyone else who might have witnessed (lol) these acts as? a killing what?

Having no known way of preventing the rant from carrying on (usually it carried until my mother tired herself out after having mentioned all the wrongs I did during my lifetime and whatnot, and then started to think about what has to be done in the future) I zoned out and started to ponder, searching for approaches that could do the trick. Slicing her throat with the biggest kitchen knife we had seemed to be a fool proof plan to shut her up and change my surroundings to my preferred alternative. However, I then realized that I would have no decent way of explaining it to my father and some punishment would definitely follow and the only rational way that occurred to me to solve the other inconvenience was to kill him too. Luckily, then I realized that they would be missed at work and people would likely come to look for them (for my mother mainly, I still have little to none ideas about what my father was doing, but money were made).

Still, this did not seem much of the problem at the time until I understood that without the working parents I would not last long on my own and the flat would also be taken away from me (also uncovering all the dead bodies which I doubt I'd find a solid way to get rid off). All this pondering made me realize that it is much more convenient to be scolded every now and then instead of losing the obvious comfort and likely ending up in jail.

I see now how I missed the alternative of bettering myself to prevent further conflicts from happening, but I always had this perception that if I did something, it was purely on me and anything else would go against my nature. I always took the blame after being convinced and agreed to have my rights restrained, but that's about it. Anyway, ignoring the motive, which wasn't killing people for the sake of killing, the act itself, had it been carried out, does have resemblances with a killing spree. While typing that "I have never considered going on a killing spree" I imagined something like James Holmes's movie time or other similar acts.

Oh my god! I can now state that I have had planned a killing spree! Now this would be a solid addition to some refined sociopath image :P

how did you feel when your dad died? 

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Dear Sugar

All I can say to this is let's agree to disagree.

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Dear Sugar

Wow so paranoid 

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Dear Sugar

Wait, is this to me...?

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Dear Sugar

There you go, WW3.  A sure-fire way to irritate Mee: steal a thread of his. ;)

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Dear Sugar

 After all, SPD is nothing too serious and the only thing that could make me displeased is diseases that would make me lose my memory and ability to think.

False. It makes you delusional and impairs your ability to think. I wonder if your SPD makes you think like this.

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Dear Sugar

Mee says...
"Slicing her throat with the biggest kitchen knife we had seemed to be a fool proof plan to shut her up and change my surroundings to my preferred alternative. However, I then realized that I would have no decent way of explaining it to my father and some punishment would definitely follow and the only rational way that occurred to me to solve the other inconvenience was to kill him too."

OMG lol You tried to kill yo momma and yo dada! But you didn't want to "lose the flat". ROFL!! I don't know why this cracks me up so much but it totally does. 

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Dear Sugar

That's because you have no sympathy for the potentially homeless, dear.

To add some spice, imagine if it was actually carried out and each day a coworker would ring the bell. Though, I doubt it would last long, because, it would seem that the best idea of hiding the bodies that could have come to me at that age, would've been to throw them out through the balcony at night...

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Dear Sugar

Here you go, Ralphie :)

http://sociopath-community.com/posts/571d5415b918fbf04bf6be86

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